✨ 𝕄𝕪 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕖 ✨

68: You're A Liar

I fell against the door, breaking down hating myself for trusting him once again. I screamed and punched the floor regretting everything. Everything I said to him. Every time I kissed him and every session we had. All of it. I can't believe I let him do this to me all over again. I should've just said yes when he asked me. I should've said yes right then and there instead of being an annoying bitch. I ran up to my room and crashed into my bed, practically collapsing. I cried and I cried and eventually fell asleep. Then I woke up about an hour later, which is when I tried calling Jack and hailey. when they didn't answer I just sat there listening to music in silence. I had just started to drift off again when I heard the doorbell. I ignored it at first but then I heard the door knock. I groaned and weakly got out of bed and went downstairs. Without looking I opened the door and he stood there. Soaking wet in the rain. "I thought I told you to leave me alone Daniel." I said looking down, my voice nearly breaking. I looked behind him and saw no car or anything. He walked here. "Please. Just let me explain myself I-" "let you explain yourself? Let you explain yourself are you fucking kidding me?! What is there to explain?! You're with her again! After I told you I loved you! After I fucking trusted you after everything!" I yelled at him tears forming again. He was getting emotional too. "Brook, please-" "NO! I'm not fucking done! you know why I was coming over today?? I was going to kiss you. Homd you and tell you I wanted you to be mine. I wanted us to have each other! I thought you fucking needed me Daniel! YOU DON'T. YOURE A LIAR." I screamed crying at him and tears streamed down his face. He ran to me and placed his lips on mine, his two hands on either side of my face. I tried to pull away but I melted into the kiss, crying harder as I felt him again. I pulled away and looked down. "..Just leave, Daniel. Please." I backed away from him. "Brook i-im so sorry just hear me out." "..don't make me call the police." His eyes widened a bit and he backed away. Walking further and further until he was gone. I walked inside and screamed collapsing as I sobbed once again. Time passed and I eventually went back to bed just sitting. Thinking, in my own head...

"... and then that's when you called and here we are." They sat there in silence for a second. "I'm gonna kill him." Jack mumbled. "Bubba you can't-" "no I'm. I'm going to kill him." They went back and forth on the phone and I found it funny but I didn't have the motivation to even Crack a smile. "I'm so sorry, love. I don't understand what the fuck his problem is but. He needs to smarten up." Hailey said and I heard Jack hum in agreement. "Guys I don't know what to do anymore." I said beginning to cry again. Why was I such a mess? "Why am I so pathetic? Why do I keep doing this to myself?" I cried. "Brook you are nothing pathetic in the slightest. And this isn't your fault. It's his." Hailey comforted me. "I love him. I still want him. Is that stupid?" "Bubby, that isn't stupid at all. Its just like the first time. That love won't just go away. It's one if the reasons it hurts so bad. But it'll get better." Jack said and the three of us talked for a while. I vented a bit and they told be about their day and we just talked. It was pretty late and we had just realized so we decided to go to bed. "You sure you're going to be okay?" Hailey said. "Yeah.. I think so.." I replied. "Okay well call us if you need anything. And I'll actually try and answer this time." We laughed at Jack's words. "Thank you guys. Seriously. I love you both so much." We said our goodnights and went to sleep. I couldn't. I was tossing and turning all night. Once again with him on my mind. But not in a good way.

Jack's pov:

The next day we spent most of the day in our hotel. Just relaxing since Hailey felt sick. We ordered food and just cuddled the whole day. Until it became night and I told her I had a surprise for her. We left out hotel room and Hailey looked absolutely gorgeous, in her little sundress. We walked to a little lake with a boat in it and there was no one else there. I rented out the whole spot just for us. She looked at me and her face softened at the sight. "Is this.. is this what I think it is?" She put her hands on my shoulders and looked at the area. I smiled at her, looking into her eyes. I nodded and she jumped into my arms hugging me. "Baby this is. You. God I love you." She gave me a long slow kiss and she put her forhead to mine. "Let's go come on!" She pulled my hand closer to the boat and I got in. "Here my bubba. Lemme help you." I hold out my hand for her and help her get into the boat. I untie the boat from the dock and we float into the water, the moonlight shining on her so perfectly. We float close and closer into the middle and the music began.

'All those days, outside watching the windows. All those days, outside looking in. All that time, never even knowing. Just how blind I've been. Now I'm here blinking in the starlight. Now I'm here suddenly I see. Standing here, it's all so clear. It's where I'm meant to be...'

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