fault - eli moskowitz

eighteen

we were all hanging out when i saw yasmine and her group pull up, she looked dissapointed to see everyone else but when i waved at her she just fakely waved back before sulking. we definetly weren't friends or anything but i liked to mess with her, did that make me a bully? i saw moon coming down and she smiled and waved at me. i waved back as the girl walked over, "you look pretty." i said sweetly. "so do you." she responded genuinely. "wanna get a beer?" i asked. "of course." moon responded and we both walked over to get our drinks. 

we had spent a while at the party and it was now dark out. i was sitting alone at a little seat with some beer in my hand but i didn't mind. i looked over and i could see hawk and moon making out, honestly i found it so strange since moon would make fun of hawk or well eli all the time and now they were..kissing? whatever it's none of my business. moon had got up and i saw hawk look up at her as she walked over to me. "when did that happen?" i asked. "just now." the girl said and laughed. "cool." i answered as i looked back over to hawk, he was looking at me and he had this look in his face that made it look like he felt bad for whatever reason. 

demetri had interuppted hawk and i's looks at one another when he sat down next to hawk. they started making conversation so i looked away and got up out of my chair. i had walked up to miguel and he looked back at hawk then at me. "when did that happen." as i saw him gesture over at hawk, who was sitting with demetri, then at moon who was talking to some of her friends. "no clue." i responded and laughed, i didn't realise it at the time but deep down, i was kind of jealous.

i was standing with aisha, moon, and hawk when i saw yasmine angrily walk towards us. "here we go." i whispered to myself. "hey!" yasmine said. "you think it's funny crashing my party." the girl said as she walked up to aisha. "it's not really 'you're party' cause we were here first." aisha responded. "yeah, well i know you and your little karate gang think you're cool, but we all remember who you really are." yasmine said mostly to aisha and hawk. i guess i had mostly just hung out with yasmine and moon and all her friends at first and besides, i had just moved here not so long ago and i guess no one really knew what i was like before then. "you're just a fugly bitch and your friends are all freaks." yasmine said to aisha and i couldn't help but feel bad. "can you stop being such a bitch for once." i finally said. "oh look at you, sticking up for your new little friends. i let you hang out with my group." yasmine said. 

"come on moon, let's go." the girl continued. i looked over at moon, she better not. "no, i'm staying." moon answered. "i apoligized to aisha for what we did and you should too." the girl said. "whatever." yasmine answered. "you deserve them, moon." she said before walking away. 

"hey yasmine!" aisha yelled at the girl and yasmine turned around. "huh? what?" yasmine said as she walked up to aisha, i backed up a little. "let me help you to your car." aisha responded as she pulled yasmines underwear up. "no mercy, bitch!" aisha yelled before she threw yasmine to the ground. everyone started laughing but i just looked down at the girl who stumbled away, i knew this seemed horrible but i couldn't help but feel bad.