I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter Ninety Four

AN: just a heads up... I am so sorry you'll hate me for this istg

Amber's POV

13 hours. Its been that's long since mom was pulled inside the O.R. and we have been waiting that long in the uncomfortable blue plastic chairs that the hospital had to offer.

It was currently 6:45 in the evening and it was getting chilly out. Jack is asleep on one of the chairs. Mikey was entertaining Mia and Ethan. Luke is on his phone. Me? I'm just staring at the door. Mom was okay. She was strong. She can pull through.

6:50. The doctor finally came out. His face was scrunched up into a sour expression. I was scared. I didn't want to move. I couldn't even if I wanted to.

The doctor woke Jack up carefully to tell him that mom made it and that she was now resting in the surgery ward. That's right. Mom was okay.

The doctor's lips began to move as Jack's face began to fell. What? What happened? What were they talking about? Were they talking about mom? The doctor placed a hand on Jack's shoulder, closed his eyes, sighed and shook his head.

Jack fell to his knees. No. No mom was fine. Mom was fine. Jack buried his face into his hands and continued crying. Why is he crying? Mom was okay.

After a few moments Jack called Mikey and Luke. Their face fell aswell. Why won't they tell me? Is mom in a coma?

Jack excused himself and made his way over to me. His eyes were still red and his tears were still falling. Shouldn't he be happy?

"Amber..." he started and he cried again. Why is he crying?

"Jack why are you crying? Mom's fine isn't she?" I asked my eyes starting to sting. And I know I'm about to cry.

"Amber, your mom didn't make it." He said his tears falling.

Everything stood still. Time froze. My breathing stopped. My heart was beating in my throat. My tears were falling and I knew that.

"You're lying there must be some kind of mistake. Mom's fine." I said quietly trying to remain calm. Mom was fine. She was okay.

"Amber. No. Cara is gone." Jack said. I stood up shaking my head. I closed my eyes and placed a hand on my chest. No. No mom was okay.

I was in hysterics by now. I ran towards my mom's operation room bit I felt hands around me stopping me from seeing her. I was crying I was lashing out I was screaming I was shouting.

"Amber please calm down." Luke said as he pressed a kiss on my temple. "Please Amber." He plead again. I broke down onto the floor. The reality is sinking in. Mom is gone. She left me. Even though she promised she wont. She broke her promise. She brok her pinky promise.

"Everything's will be fine." He assured me. Fine? Fine? How is this fine? Mom just died.

"No it won't Luke! Nothing's gonna be fine! My life just went downhill! Dont give me your bullshit telling me everything will be fine! My daughter died a few weeks ago and now my mom! Why?! Why not me? Why can't I bring them back Luke? Am I such a bad person? Why is it that everyone I love dies? Was I terrible daughter? Am I a useless mom? I did everything I could to make them happy. But no. It wasn't enough! Why?! They were everything to me. She was everything to me! And he just takes them away from me! This isn't fair." I cried out my voice being caught in my throat. I broke down and sat on the floor with Luke still holding me. I closed my eyes and curled up. I didn't care that I was in a hospital.

"Amber..." Michael trailed off. He was approaching me. He knelt down in front of me nodding at Luke telling him he'll take it from here.

Mikey scooped me up and carried me to a chair. He sat me down and knelt in front of me. He placed his thumb underneath my eyes and wiped away my tears. I sniffled looking at him. And then closed my eyes and hugged him.

"This is so unfair Mike. Why me?" Was all I said against the crook of his neck. He rubbed my back and started hushing me trying to calm me down.

Reality is sinking in.... I just lost my mom..

AN: Omg im so sorry guys. Really I am.

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