Amber's POV
"I have some bad news." The doctor started to say as I look up at him tear strained. "What is it?" I asked quietly preparing myself for the absolute worst.
"Your mother is in a state of coma." He said slowly looking at his clipboard flipping the paper and flipping it back. "Your mother's brain tumor is getting bigger and we have put her in a state of coma. To let her go under surgery." He said as he looked at us lowly.
"You.. you put her under state of coma?" I asked slowly and lifted my head up. My eyes are swelling and my sobs grew louder and my cheeks got wetter. He nodded slowly as he excused himself from us. I looked over at Jack who just blinked at the wall. "Jack..." I called him slowly. He turned his face towards me as he engulfed me in a hug.
I cried into his neck as Ethan tugged on my sleeve. I pull away from Jack to turn and look at him he was confused to what was happening. "Mommy what's wrong?" He asked his head tilting to the side in confusion as his eyebrows me in the middle. I shake my head at him not being able to talk as I embrace him.
"Is nonna okay mommy?" He asked me as I let out a shaky breath holding his hand and took a deep breath. "Nonna... is sleeping sweetheart." I say and smiles at him my eyes still rimming with tears.
"When will she wake up?" He asked again and I just hugged him. I felt Jack's arms wrap around us and his tears soak through my sweater. "Momma?" He asked again as I feel Rydel squirm in her carrier.
"Jack. Can you take them home please? I just wanna see mom before she goes into surgery." I said pulling away from the hug and wipe under my eyes. I see Jack nod and wipe under his eyes too. He picked up Rydel's carrier and bag and took Ethan's hand. I watch their back exit the waiting room as I stand up and go to mom's room.
I open the door and see her laying there completely still with an oxygen mask on her face and wires into her arm. I sniffled a bit before stepping in closing the door behind me.
"Hey mom." I said as I take a seat next to her bed holding her cold hand in mine. "I need to ask you for something. Mom, I need you to live for a million bazillion years." I wipe under my eyes and sniffle again. "I need you to survive that surgery. And be okay so we can go shopping and cook dinner and eat ice cream. So you can help me choose a wedding dress for when I get married. So you can fix my make up. So you can watch your grand kids grow up. We can both drop Ethan off at college and put a medal around Rydel's neck at her High School graduation. We can help Rydel pick out a dress for prom. Help them find a good college. Help them find an apartment somewhere. I need you mom. Please. I don't know what to do." I say and sob harder as I hold onto her hand.
She goes into surger in two days. I wish it was me in that bed.
AN: NOOOOO OMFG.. ILY DONT HATE ME..
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