I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter Seventy Three.

Amber's Pov

I was on twitter right now. Trying to find something more about 'Loella' until that is I saw that I had many mentions again.

@Mehkeeey: lol Fatass @AmberXxO

@mukeismyotp: @AmberXxO is so Slutty like ew. Its not even a day and you already switched boyfriends.

@eeeiigghtteeen: die bitch @AmberXxO

@queenMalum: @AmberXxo is nothing but an attention seeking whore.

@VoodooCal: Its obvious that @AmberXxO is dating them for the money. That Slut.

@MightyMike: @AmberXxO should die like rn.

@MasterCalHood: @AmberXxo like ew no. Die rn.

@VegeCal: @AmberXxO pls swallow pills and push it down with bleach.

@MikeroPalFlAsh: Ewwww @AmberXxO is such a band whore.

@Micaeeeeelllpls: @AmberXxo pls do us a favor and die in a ditch.

@mikeysdickk: i bet @AmberXxO's baby isn't even @Luke5sos's. She prolly said its his cause he's rich.

They want me to die. No Amber. Stop. Think about Blue (sidenote: the name reminded me of p.s i hate you by britishbums) and Mia. You have to stay alive for them. They did nothing wrong. Don't kill them. They're innocent. They don't deserve to die. Live. Live for them.

I'm gonna live for them. Even if it's hard for me to stop myself.

I sighed and went to the studies into my nook. I started reading The Perks Of Being A Wall Flower.

This book towards the end is just so triggering for me. I don't know why but it is. Charlie was going to commit suicide. Until ofcourse they put him in a hospital. Great.

Charlie. Was Mikey Charlie and am I supposed to be Sam? Or am I Charlie and Mikey was Sam? Is Mikey going to help me? I don't know. I fee more Mary Elizabeth. Underappreciated. Misfit. I don't know. Its been years since I went to highschool and I still feel like shit.

Right now I felt like Charlie. I am an outcast. I am depressed. I see things and I am on the verge of killing myself. Wow. Maybe I should just date Charlie. This is great. Just. Great. I feel. I don't really know how to feel.

Slut. Whore. Die. Drink pills. Its the money isn't it? Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. That's all those tweets read. Die. Die. Die.

"Yoohoo." Mikey said. Just like the guy from Frozen.

"Big summer blow out." Mikey said again and entered the room. Proud of his reference

"Hey Mikey." I say and continue reading.

"So you wanna go out to eat?" He asked me. No. They'll see you. You're disgusting. You're fat and you have so much cuts on you body. You are disgusting.

My eyes started to sting. Go ahead. Cry. You always cry. You're so weak. You don't deserve to die. Oh no. She's here again. My subconcious. Yep I am back bitch.

"No thanks." I said and read about Perks. That's right. Dont go.kht. Dont ever come.out youre ugly. You're annoying.

"Okay. I'll run t McDonalds yea. Your regular?" He asks and I nod.

He went over and kissed the top of my head.

"I love you." He says and leaves before I say goodbye.

"We accept the love we thkink we deserve." I read and highlight it.

AN: Ive been trying so hard to post this but I get so lazy.

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