I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter Sixty Five

Amber's POV

I felt uncomfortable the morning after. I tossed and turned to try to go back to sleep but this bed was so uncomfortable. It felt so cold and lonely. I check the time and saw it was 6:29 am. I only slept for 3-4 hours. I am still very tired.

I got up on my feet and went to look at Ethan in his room. Still asleep. Well what do I do now? I go into my studies and scan the book shelves for some books I can read to pass the time.

Actually this used to be a spare room. Like a play room or what not. But after two years mom and I decided to turn it into a study. It was the largest room in the house. A window seat. A nook in the corner surrounded by shelves after shelves of music and a music player. An iPod deck you use to amplify your music. Then the two walls were covered in bookshelves. Books raging on from Pride and Prejudice, Wuthering Heights, Emma, Sense and Sensibility, Great Expectations and The Great Gatsby to Harry Potter, Twilight, Divergent, Hunger games, The fault in our stars and 500 days of summer. Basically our study was a mini library. There were no desks or chairs or sofas in the room, just the rug in the middle of the room. Luke and I used to spend all of our time here when we were young. I sit on the rug and he lies his head down on my lap while I read to him. I loved reading my favorite books to him. I once read A Walk To Remember to him and he surprisingly loved it. Especially the quote "Our love is like the wind. I couldn't see it but I could feel it." He adored that phrase. He would recite it to me everyday before we parted ways from school. I picked up The Fault In Our Stars, mainly because I missed reading this and reading it aloud and quoting some of the phrases. Here are my favorites.

"I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once."

"My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations."

" I'm in love with you," he said quietly.

"Augustus," I said.

"I am," he said. He was staring at me, and I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling. "I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you. "

" Some infinities are bigger than other infinities."

" I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful."

" The marks humans leave are too often scars."

"Maybe okay will be our always."

I got my phone out and went on twitter.

@AmberXx: maybe never will be our always @Luke5sos

I set it down and put the fault in our stars back where it was and grabbed Pride and Prejudice. Until I heard that familiar ring.

@Luke5sos: Never? @AmberXx

@AmberXx: Never @Luke5sos

@Luke5sos: OMG stop flirting with me @AmberXx

I laughed and reassured myself that he was doing fine.

Even though I missed him so much.

a.n: Yeep. Basically I just wanted a bit of TFIOS References here :))

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-Lizzy