Amber's POV
I was staring at my reflection on my full body mirror. Everyone said I was a spitting image of my mother. Same brown long wavy hair. Same piercing deep hazel brown eyes. Same lop sided lazy smile. Same long stretchy legs and fingers. And I guess they were right. I was a spitting image of my mother. Her and I are one if you look at it on my point of view.
I fixed the black silk dress. The top that had lace all the way to its sleeves. And the skirt that rested just above my knee. My mother absolutely adored this dress. She always wore it on special occasions. And now I get to wear it on her own funeral.
"Amber are you ready to go?" Mikey said appearing by my door with Rydel in her carrier and Ethan on her side. I looked at them and ran my fingers through my hair one last time.
"All set." I said and grabbed the eulogy I wrote for my mom. This is really too much for me to handle.
We went downstairs where Jack was waiting in a suit. I looked down and put on my black pumps.
We all went out and went into two cars. Jack and Mikey and the kids in one car and me in my mom's black Honda. We all backed out into the drive way and started to drive to the church where the service would be held.
This must be some kind of nightmare. I can't and I refuse to believe this is all real. First my daughter and now my mother. What have I done to be punished like this?
We all parked neatly on the side of the road and turned off the ignition. I went out and saw that so many people showed up.
Friends and relatives startes to come to me saying their condolences or just hugging me and rubbing my back. It was comforting. It really was. But nothing takes that emptiness I'm feeling away.
As the service started everyone got a bit teary eyed. That they finally had to say goodbye to my mom. The pastor called me up to say my final words and I wiped my palms on my dress.
I went up to the lectern and tapped the mic. "Testing. 1. 2. 3. My mom or Cara Carter as you all know her of was my hero. I know it sounds a bit cliche but its true. She was my hero, my nurse, my teacher, my personal chef and maid, my therapist, and my best friend. Mom had me at a very young age. 18. She didn't know what to do so she had to move out of my Nona's house and into my dad's apartment. What mom didn't know about my dad was that he wasn't as decent as she thought he was. I may have broke my mom's heart a few times but she never got tired of me. I'm thankful for that. I will be forever--" I cut myself off and saw the tears splattered on the piece of paper. "I'm sorry. I can't." I shook my head and ran out of the church and into my own car that Jack and Mikey rode in.
I sped off unto the road my vision still blurry until I stopped at a red light.
I rested my head on the steering wheel and cried. Until...
Everything went black.
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