I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter seventy Seven.. Important anouncement.

an: well frig. holy cow! 71k!

Luke's POV

"Awe baby. Don't worry. I"m coming home soon. I love you" I said.. She didn't even know it was me. She thought I was Michael for fucks sake.

"Okay babe. i love you too." She said and hung up. I looked back to the living room. Zoella was still here. But it didn't matter. I turned and ran into michael. He had a bag on his shoulders and his eyes looked bloodshot.

"Where are you going?" I asked him gesturing to the bag on his shoulders.

"Home. my girlfriend needs me." He said and pushed past me to get to the door. I grabbed his shoulders.

"You're staying! you're not their father Mikey. And she's most certainly not yours." I said my grip on his shoulders tightening.

"I'm more of a father to Amber's children than you ever were. And she is mine Luke. From that moment you started to take her for granted and mess around with this little chick to the pass the time. And then what? You see Amber again and you all of a sudden want her back again? No Luke. She's tired. She's tired of your back and forth shit. She's tired of getting hurt. By you. She lost her child Luke I don't think she wants you there to add more drama to her life than there already is. Your fans attacked her. I bet you didn't know that did you? of course not you were busy sucking faces with her." He said shrugged my hand off of his shoulder and walked out the door. Slamming it behind him.

I was furious. Not at Michael. At myself. Because he was right. I wear her down. I build her up then I break her down. I've caused her so much pain. But I love her. Here I am again. Thinking I love Zoe but here I am proclaiming to myself that I love Amber. Mikey was right. She was tired. I did this to her once when we were 16. After I took her virginity, I left. I moved. without a warning. I made her think that was the only thing I wanted. That all of it was fake. Then I did it again. I got in her pants and immediately started to fool around with her best friend. Then I convince her to take me back. And what do I do? I cheat on her while I'm on tour.  why do I do this to her? Oh yeah. I'm a self conceited asshole. That's why. I'm a fuck up. A fuck up that plays with girls' hearts. Why am I like this? She didn't deserve this. Brook didn't deserve this either. Zoella doesn't deserve this. Amber doesn't deserve this.

I should stop bothering her, but I know I can't. Ashton knows this. calum knows this. Mom knows this. Fuck. Even Michael knows I'm not going to let her go. Why is it so difficult for me to let go of Amber but so easy to forget about her when she's away. Why is it so hard for me? It shouldn't be hard. I'm with Zoella. I know I'm happy. I know I am.

No Luke. You're not..

Amber's POV.

Its been hours since they told me Caitlin Blue didn't make it. It's been hours since Caitlin died. It's been hours since my dreams for her died with her.

Why does everything bad have to happen to me? I'm already so broken. Why does he have to come along and break me further. As if my pain wasn't enough. Why me? Why are you punishing me?

Cause you're worthless

Oh great you're back. what do you want?

Simple. For you to kill yourself.

Why are you obsessed with me?

Cause you're stupid. He hurt you twice. And you chose to take him back. Are you a fucking idiot?

Yeah I am. Thanks.

Remember Josh and Hannah?

You swore never to bring them up.

Why not? what did you do to them Amber? Huh? Why did you do that?

I DON'T KNOW!

Yes you do Amber. You know why you did that. you know why. You perfectly know why. You don't wanna go back to that place do you? Do you?

Stop.

Oh honey.. I'm never gonna stop.

an: well fuck. whos Hannah and Josh Hmm Hmmmmm? Yeaaa you'll find out soon. Stupid voices. ahha.

-lizzy

P.S: ANNOUNCEMENT DEAR READERS. BE AWARE OF A MUKE BOYXBOY FANFIC CALLED SKINNY LOVE. YEAH? YEAH.