I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter Sixty Four

a.n: this chapter contains too much harter feels for me. excuse my imaginary tears

Amber's POV

It's been three days since Luke went away for tour. He calls me and facetimes with me all the time but the want for him to be here beside me is undeniably high. I wanted every single bit of him here. His soft and kind aqua blue eyes, that were as soft as the sky yet as dominating as the Pacific. His dirty blonde hair I that I love losing my fingers in. His toned chest that I like sleeping off to and waking up to every morning. His lips that are so soft and gentle yet rough and hungry at the same time. His lip piercing that shifts places whenever he talks, whenever he smiles, whenever he cackles a laugh, whenever he yawned in exhaustion, or simply when he plays with them. His kind and gentle hands that ran over my skin shooting electric shocks through out my body, his long callused fingers playing with my hair in attempts to sooth me and put me back to sleep. His deep yet somehow soft voice he uses to coo to our son or to talk to our daughters, the way they sound like angel's melodies when they sing me to sleep, or the dominance and demand it has as he argues with me then turning soft and whisper like as he says sorry and kisses me gently. His laugh, his beautiful laugh that sends tingles through my spine and through out my body. His smile, that's what I missed about him the most. His piercing smile that's often just a cocky smirk, lights up my day completely. Whenever I felt morning sickness and nausea but when he smiles it all went away. The world paused and the time stop whenever he smiles. He lights up everybody's day just by smiling.

I missed the way he worries about me. I missed the way he felt the need to check on me every few hours to know if I needed anything or to know how I was doing. I missed the way he runs his fingers through his hair as a nervous or frustrated gesture. I missed the way he bites his lips. Whether it was because he was nervous or because he was watching me change. I miss his perverted remarked and jokes about my time of the month. I miss the way his face grimaces and his nose crinkles from watching me eat my odd and somehow disgusting cravings. I miss his snarky remarks when we argue. I miss his sincere apologies after. I miss hearing he loves me. I miss how our hands intertwined as he carried Ethan in his other arm. I miss his abnormally tall figure towering over me. Caging and protecting me from non existent threats and invisible daggers. I miss his complaining on how I wake him up too early. And how he remarks that he has nothing to do for the day. I miss him. I miss his small antics and crazy habits. I miss his little gestures and  sweet words. I miss him. I miss all of him. Flaw and everything.

I grab my phone. 2:56 am. It must still be early in London then. I dial his number and wait for him to pick up. I cried more with each ring.

"Hello?" Luke's deep voice answered.

"Luke?" I asked sniffling.

" Baby what's wrong? Did something happen?" Concern obvious in his voice.

"No. I just miss you." I said and wiping my eyes and nose.

"I miss you too baby. So much." He said as I hear his voice crack. "Isn't it late there back home? Why won't you rest babe?" He asks me.

"I couldn't sleep." I say simply and sniffle again.

"I'll stay on until you fall asleep. Go rest babe okay?" He says and I nod. "Okay." I snuggle into my pillows as he sang the familiar words and tune of Disconnected.

a.n: eeeeeeeeeeeererrrep too much harter feels for me.

I just got the 5sos album guys. omg its so good.

-lizzy