I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter Ninety Three

Amber's POV

It has been exactly 3 hours since my mom left for surgery. We were all in the waiting room -waiting for her of course- silently sitting on the blue uncomfortable plastic chairs that the hospital had to offer. I forced Mikey and Jack to eat something an hour ago. Seeing as they haven't eaten anything at all that morning. Me on the other hand haven't eaten since yesterday and earlier that morning. And nothing and no one could get me to eat except for my mom. My stomach is being tied in knots and I absolutely hated it.

"Amber you have to eat something, anything please. You're looking pale. Paler than me even. I don't want you in a hospital bed as we wait for your mom." Mikey begged as he sat beside me with a sandwhich and a can of Fanta in his hand.

I said nothing and shook my head pushing his hand away from me. I haven't been talking lately. I guess everyone noticed because they're all trying to talk to me to get me to talk. Nothing works though. I still remain silent. They think something might be wrong again so they called my phyciatrist. But to be honest I'm just thinking. Thinking about my mom, Mikey, Ethan, Jack, Rydel, Luke and myself. I don't even know why I'm thinking about Luke, I just am. Luke, he's been a really great friend to me. He's been comforting me the way he used to back when we were 15.

"Hey Amberia." Luke said lowly as he sat down beside me. I didn't respond, I just nodded once and looked at him. He looked different though. He looked worried and tired. Worried about Zoe maybe. He hasn't been talking about her since.. well since I last saw them together. There wasn't any Loella stuff blowing up on twitter right now either.

"Look Amber, I know it's hard for you at the moment, but you really gotta eat something. You haven't eaten anything since yesterday. Mikey's worried about you. So am I. And I know I shouldn't be worrying about you but I am. Look Amber, things may haven't worked out between us, but I'm still your best friend. I know you like none other. I know when something's on your mind. And I know you're just thinking, but it's really worrying me. You haven't slept, or ate or said anything or took your pills since the day before. Please Amber I'm begging you. Please eat something. Go sleep. Go take your medication and please say something. We miss you." He pleaded. I was looking at him now. The amount of concern he's showing is really taking me by surprise. Usually he would just stand to the side and would cast me a glance. This is thr first he has talked to me in three hours.

I cast a glance at Mikey and he was holding Rydel in his arms. Cooing her back to sleep maybe. She did really look like Mikey. Though she still looked a lot like Luke. She has blonde hair like him. She has his nose that crinkles when she smiles. Her eyes are a mixture of brownish bluish colors. I don't know if it's intimidating or if it's beautiful. It is as though she holds the wisdom of women all over the world. She was an old soul. Just like her grandmother. Mikey caught me staring and smiled at me. Smally though. His eyes were bloodshot and his nose was running. His cheeks were a bit puffy from crying. He really was worried. Everyone was. Not only about mom but about me too. I feel like such a burden to them.
"I'm sorry." I whispered and looked down at the floor closing my eyes tightly. I know tears were coming. I just know it. I could feel them stinging my eyes.

"For what?" Luke asked as he knelt down in front of me. He lifted my chin up forcing me to look at him. I didn't want to look at him so I turned my face away. I really was sorry. I shook my head and stood up approaching Jack and hugged him.

"I'm so sorry." I whispered and let go. I knew why I was sorry. I really did. He shook his head and rubbed my back silently. Silencing me from my worries. I wish it was enough.

I let go of Jack and went over to Mikey who passed Mia back to Jack. I hugged him the tightest. And he hugged me tighter.

"I love you Michael. I'm so so so so sorry." I said. I pulled away and kissed him once on the lips passionately but quickly. I pulled away and sat back down and pulled my son onto my lap. Them. They're all that matter now.

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