I Got Her Pregnant (5 SOS Story)

Chapter Eighty Three

Amber"s POV

"Honey. Honey wake up." A soft voice said as I feel someone lightly shake my shoulder.

"Five more minutes mom." I said and wriggled around. But something felt out of place. I slowly flutter my eyes open and waa greeted by a blinding light on the ceiling. This isn"t my bedroom.

"Mom?" I say as I sit up and look around. I was in a hospital. That's weird. I don't remember doing anything to get myself to get me hear. Then it hit me. It wasn't me. It was mom.

"Hey sweetheart." She greeted me with a small smile.

"I thought it was just a dream." I said and whimpered lowly. I wanted it to be a dream. Why couldn"t it have be a dream?

"I'm sorry sweetheart. If I had a choice, I'd choose to be healthy and be with you as long as I live." She said and places her hand on top of mine.

"Where are the kids?" I asked her. And I see Rydel's baby bag next to me.

"Jack is taking care of them. They went home for a bit." She said and I nodded resting my head on her chest again. I don't like her being here. I wanted her to be okay.

"Honey. Are you okay?" She asks me and I simply nodded.  Hugging her tight. I didn't want my mom to have this kind of fate. Sadly not all prayers are answered.

I didn't want her to go. She's my mom. I never want her to go. I love her. I love her so much. She's my mom for Pete's sake. I don"t know how I'd survive if she goes.

"Hey honey, don"t worry. Mommy's gonna go home tomorrow, maybe we can go dress shopping." She said. I looked up her and nodded simply. Looking back down and play with the hem of the blanket.

"Mommy's gonna be okay sweetie." She whispered quietly running a hand through my hair. I tried relaxing for the time being.

I didn't want to stress her out with my worrying. I want her remaining days to be the best she's had.

"When I die, speak at mommy's funeral okay?" She asked me as I bit the inside of my cheek hard. I couldn't say a word so I just nodded. I want more days for mom than I do for myself.

I wish she was okay. That she wasn"t in pain. I wish everything was okay.

But. Sadly. The world isn't a wish granting factory.

And I learned that the hard way.

"Mommy!!" Ethan said as he opened the knob and ran towards me. Hugging me tightly and kissing me on the cheek repeatedly.

"Hey sweetheart." I said and he giggled as he jumped on mom's bed and hugged her.

"Is nonna okay?" He asked and she nodded kissing the top of his head. Jack went over and handed me an awake Rydel playing around in her car seat.

"Hello there little me." I said and tapped her nose lightly kissing her forehead. And she smiled.

"Mom she smiled at me." I said as Rydel keeps smiling at us. I take my phone and took a picture of her smiling sending it to Michael right away.

"She looks just like Michael." She says and I agree. She looked like Michael a lot.

"Stay strong for them darling." Jack whispered in my ear kissing the top of my head.

I will.

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