Not Ready To Hate You

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Jinjin then bursting out to tears after he hearing that, all the thing MJ said make him believe that MJ is actually loving him this time. He happy so much until he can't holding back his tears. For him, having a chance to feel loving to someone is already good. But he receiving love back from the one he having a crushing on. That not always happen, few chances that this thing gonna collide and become beautiful like this. MJ also crying but he also hugging Jinjin. At first Jinjin doesn't hugging him back but after all the thing he has been heard he finally hugging MJ back. MJ then smile while crying at the same time, he then said further "Don't ever said goodbye to me again. You understand what I mean" MJ said with the shaken voice while waiting for the answer. "I promise, no matter what happen I will never saying goodbye to you ever again" Jjnjin said while using his hand and patting MJ head.

All the customer inside the shopping mall were all clapping their hand congratulating them for having such a great love. At this time, MJ then realized that his decision is the choice he will not regret throughout his lifetime. Jinjin and MJ loosen their hug and making an eyes contact, promise they will never say goodbye to one another. Jinjin raising his hand and wiping out MJ tears. Jinjin then said "That was my first kiss actually" he said while keep smiling. MJ then said further "Really, you seem professional by the way" MJ said while laughing a little bit. "Of course I have been in a relationship before, but I mean actual kiss like this. I had never" Jinijn said further that this is the time when he actually kissing someone. MJ then reply "It was also my first kiss too" MJ then said while smiling and crying at the same time.

Jinjin then said further "Don't ever crying like this to other people okay" Jinjin said with a jealous voice. MJ then asking back "Why, am I looking that ugly when I'm crying" He asked while still smiling from cheeks to cheeks. Jinjin then answer "I don't want someone else to fall for you as I did. You always looking good in my eyes. Even if you are in the mess I'm still thinking you are looking good" Jinijn said while giving a compliment to his boyfriend. MJ further said back "Keep that in your mind then, if I see you giving such a compliment like this to other people. I will kill you with my own hand" MJ said while doing a teasing frown expression. Jinjin then said further "How could I said that to other people. Do you know how much I have coming though until I can finally staying beside you like this? I will not ruining it for sure" Jinjin said while still keeping the promise to himself that no matter what happen he will not letting MJ crying because of him. He will trying his best to bringing MJ brightest smiling back. MJ then said back "That's my boyfriend" Jinjin widen his smile when MJ calling him his boyfriend. Right now they both realize that the right decision is not always the choice it has been shape to go, it just the path that you take and you will not losing any more tears out of it. That consider the right decision.

"Then, what are we going to do next. Cause we are now..." Jinjin asking further. "Let end the sad story, I want to apologized Moonbin and also everyone for causing them problem. Can you help me with that?" MJ feeling very guilty of the thing he has done. "Of course, do you still need to ask me about that?" Jinjin said while patting MJ head softly and said "Let coming back home" Jinijn said referring that MJ house is his house where all the story begin. "Yeah, let heading back. They might be waiting for the good news" MJ said while smiling. Then they both heading back their house.

MJ finally coming back home with Jinjin. Sanha quite surprising that, it not the normal way Jinjin walking inside his house. Jinjin is embracing MJ shoulder without MJ himself didn't pushing it away. Sanha then asking "Am I dreaming or what, what the hell is going on. Why you bringing him here? And with that kind of skin ship like that. Tell me what happen. Do you guys are..." Sanha said while waiting for the answer he really want to hear. "Alright, Alright. I'll tell you. We are couple" MJ said it himself. Sanha still don't know how to act, inside his mind he is so damn happy but he still feeling that it kind of not a true story. He still thinking it was a dream and some illusion happen in his mind cause lately he has been keeping thinking of Rocky pretty often. So he thinking it might be because of that reason. He rubbing his eyes and see if the illusion image he see is gone. But it doesn't gone, they still in the same posture he see before he rubbing his eyes few minutes ago.

"Are you not believing me or what, you eyes are gonna be damage out of that" MJ said while laughing. "Does you guys are actually together for real?" Sanha asking again while waiting for the reply. This time MJ turning his face and kiss Jinjin cheeks and then said "Right now, do you believing me now" Sanha suddenly believing MJ for some reason as he usually don't do this quite often to someone he doesn't feeling trustful with. Sanha further looking at Jinijn for further confirmation, Jinjin then nodding his head indicate that all the thing MJ said is all true. "How it happen? I mean... it seem... unbelievable!" Sanha said while widen up his eyes. MJ about to said something while Sanha said another sentence before "Let know the detail later, I need to tell Eunwoo about this. He gonna be happy for sure" Sanha said while about to running to Eunwoo but MJ stopping him.

"Hey, let me do it. I need to apologize him from what I have done so far" MJ said while making Sanha to stop his pacing for a moment. "If you want then, do you want my help. He still don't want to seeing you right now. I can answer for you when he asked who coming, so he'll open the door for you. Later after that, I will leave it to you then. Is that sound okay?" Sanha said while offer the situation for him. "That will be perfect. Thank a lot" MJ said while smiling. He finally getting his youngest brother back. "Don't have to thank me for anything, I'm still your brother anyways. Right? This is a small thing I can do for you" Sanha said while smiling back. MJ then smiling back also. MJ turning himself toward Jinjin. Based upon MJ eyes Jinjin know at the first place that he need him to coming with. So he said "I'm coming with you. You always having me" Jinjin said further while holding MJ hand tightly.

This is the second boy love story that I write. If you want to read more about my story. I also finish my first book name "The Best of Me" you can read further if you like. I'm trying so hard to writing this story so please supporting me and if you have any comments or any suggestions, don't hesitate to let me know by chatting with me. I will be online as much as possible to read your suggestions. Thank you so much for your time reading my story. I hope you enjoy. See you next episode.