Not Ready To Hate You

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After Eunwoo has been expressing himself to Sanha, he finally have some time to focusing on himself. He don't drink blood, he don't speak anything. He has been inside his room for many days until MJ decide to ask Eunwoo how is he doing. MJ walking toward Eunwoo room and knocking on the door. But no one reply MJ knocking, so he open the door and get inside. He found his brother half alive and half dead. All the thing inside his room were mess up, this might happen when he is forcing himself for not consuming human blood. He become out of control and the way he can releasing it is by doing it with all the thing he have.

MJ said further "What is wrong with you? Why are you in a condition like this?" MJ said while trying to lift Eunwoo from the floor. MJ also feel that Eunwoo body is lighter than he usually be few month ago. "You look thinner. Hey, drinking some blood. Your body is devastated" MJ said while handling the bottle of blood to Eunwoo. Normal vampire usually feeling attractive to blood no matter what but it seem like Eunwoo don't have any kind of that feeling in this moment. "Don't bother with me, haven't you have a shame on yourself" Eunwoo said while he is grabbing that bottle of blood and throwing it away.

MJ further said "Don't torture yourself. He leave you cause he wanting you to do what is right" MJ said further. "He didn't want me to do what is right, he doing what you want. He keep throwing bad shit to help me moving away from him. To satisfy what you want" Eunwoo said with his emotional. After he has been revising to himself, Moonbin is not the one who giving up on something easily like this. But the thing that make him giving up is MJ. Moonbin need to setting up what is right in MJ eyes before his happiness for sure. That the thing he quite sure if his boyfriend intention of leaving him like this. "I love Moonbin why do you have to stopping us" Eunwoo said while raising his voice indicate he is standing in his position. "Don't you notice we have come quite from where we should be. We has been friend with wolf, our ancestor enemy, that the way more than we expected it to happen. I can't let you guys having such a relationship to one another" MJ said while stating his point of view.

"That not the main reason. Why I can't loving him?" Eunwoo asking back further. "He causing you a trouble and it might follow much more. You can end up leaving this earth" MJ said while worrying about his brother condition. "Who care how long I'm gonna live. I have spend my life in these cruel world for such a long time already. Moonbin give me the reason to stay. If not because of him, I'm wouldn't want to live my life anymore" Eunwoo said his feeling back to his brother. "We need to extend our species. Don't having us here there are no one who can pass on this thing" MJ said while he is really into that ancient book from his ancestor. "I don't even care about what happen in the past. If I care I wouldn't told you since the beginning that let working together. I don't give a damn care to that book" Eunwoo said while raising his point again to make his brother understand him better. "Watch your mouth when you saying. You should obey what written on the book" MJ said while he is getting a little mad.

"It just only a thing printing on the paper. Later it will fade away. Why don't we create our new destiny instead? You still not remembering it don't you, so why do we need to care and keep acting like it was that powerful. If we don't have that book. My life will be much easier" Eunwoo said again that he is not agreeing of following what has been written in the book. "This book save your life" MJ said further. "Even if I don't study in medical field I still know that the only thing that can help me to be better is by giving blood. Without that book, you guys were also gonna give me blood but there not enough of it so you took it from Moonbin instead" Eunwoo digging down to the core of the problem. "He is willing to do it" MJ said further indicate he is not feeling anything at all from what Eunwoo has been telling him all along.

"Of course he is willing to do it. He love me" Eunwoo said the truth to his brother. "Don't you think he did it because he just want to paying you back" MJ said his opinion further. "He already told me everything. You can't hide it from me anymore" Eunwoo tell the reason behind Moonbin action of giving his blood to him. "Stop it, you are so stubborn. You have to do what I said. If not our species will be gone" MJ said while he is order him to do what he want. "How could you saying like that. Do you still want to stay in this wild world alone? Are you still happy when their only three of us here? I can't do that. If you can then do by yourself" Eunwoo said while pushing MJ out if his room while MJ is insisting Eunwoo action. Eunwoo then said "Don't act like you understand me, cause you never will". Eunwoo focusing on himself, thinking of what he should do to bring his lover back. He know this way is the better way for all of us, but why every one seem to be in pain from that choice. If the choice was right, we shouldn't be feeling any regret out of it, right?

This is the second boy love story that I write. If you want to read more about my story. I also finish my first book name "The Best of Me" you can read further if you like. I'm trying so hard to writing this story so please supporting me and if you have any comments or any suggestions, don't hesitate to let me know by chatting with me. I will be online as much as possible to read your suggestions. Thank you so much for your time reading my story. I hope you enjoy. See you next episode.