Not Ready To Hate You

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MJ breathing in quite deep before Sanha decided to make a knock on the door. Eunwoo then asking from inside his room "Who?" He asked with desperate voice he don't want to hide. Sanha then reply "It's me, Sanha. Can you open the door for me?" Sanha said while leaving from the door and let Eunwoo open the door and see MJ. Eunwoo walking slowly to the door and grabbing the knob meant to open it. He finally open the door and see a man with the figure not resembling Sanha at all. He further looking upper till he see his older brother MJ waiting in the front door. He about to shutting the door down and walking away but MJ didn't let that thing happen. He using his hand and obstructing the door from shutting down. "Ahh" he said with a little pain he can't hide. Suddenly Jinjin appear from his back and asked cause he is worry about his boyfriend.

Jinjin staying behind MJ, wishing Eunwoo will see MJ not him. Eunwoo then feeling that why Jinjin is presenting here. Not so long he also might once have a though Moonbin might coming back for him. So he trying to open up and asking Jinjin instead of his older brother. "Why are you here? Jinjin" he asked while searching for his boyfriend also. "Moonbin is not here..." Jinjin said while someone calling him from behind. "Who said I'm not here?" Moonbin voice make the atmosphere changes from before. Eunwoo suddenly turning his face toward his familiar sound that he missing the most and see that the voice is actually coming from the one he is looking for. Jinjin then surprised of why Moonbin is here, also with Rocky at the same time. Jinjin then asking "How come you guys are here?" He asked while turning his face to Moonbin and Rocky. Rocky then reply "Asking your boyfriend? I thing he know everything about it" Rocky said while using his eyes and sensing his brother.

Eunwoo then surprised when he hear someone one calling boyfriend thing around here. So he asked "Who is boyfriend with who? I'm confusing right now" Eunwoo asking while he still don't know what is going on. "Your older brother and my older brother, they are together" Moonbin said while looking at Eunwoo with his lovely eyes. Eunwoo then bursting out in tears, hearing such a vows from his longing person. The eyes they looking at each other were totally the same as before. It just like all the thing happen before were just a nightmare. MJ then using this moment to grab Eunwoo hand until he change the focus and looking at him. "Please listen to me for a moment. I need to say something" MJ said while asking a permission from his younger brother.

"I need you to say something also" Eunwoo then reply with the mood of understanding. "I'm sorry for what I have done, I know I make everyone feeling bad from my perspective. I really feeling bad for it. I thought that by bringing Moonbin back to you might be the best way to making you forgive me. So I called him over to come here. I wish you will forgive me and I will never ever be in your love way between you and Moonbin anymore. I'm so so sorry about it" MJ said while he still holding Eunwoo hand. Eunwoo then crying with understanding while he using another hand to cover MJ hand that cover over his hand "That what I want to hear, I'm not mad at you or anything. The aggressive things that I do, I just want you to know that what you have done is not always right. Even though you face this world before me but that doesn't mean that you know everything right" Eunwoo said while lifting his brother mood by patting his shoulder. "Thanks" MJ said while making an eye contact with his younger brother.

"So, are you and Jinjin together?" Eunwoo asking back. Jinjin about to say something but MJ sensing him that he want to be the one who speak about it. "Yes, we are together" MJ said while intertwining his hand with Jinjin. Eunwoo is very surprising about it, he never thought it will ending up like this "How come? It just beyond my expectation" he said while bringing himself out of his room and that make everyone gather at the lunch table. "It a long story but I'll keep it short. I have been crying when I'm thinking of him lately and I don't know the exact reason why. Until today that I was shopping and preparing the ingredient for today meal I actually bumping into him. He seem different and acting like I was the totally stranger to him. He letting go of my hands that make me realized how painful I am without him by my side. So I confess to him that I also feeling the same way with him, but it quite hard for him to believe me at the first place, up to what I have done so far" MJ said while he is a little embarrassed.

"Do you confess to him at the shopping mall? Like out loud?" Sanha then joining the conversation. "He did it quite brave actually, I didn't expect that from him either" Jinjin said while giggle at the end. "How dare you say it out loud, I'm embarrassing right now" MJ hitting Jinjin shoulder indicate he don't want to mention about it. "Finally what we have said actually became true, right Rocky" Sanha asking Rocky. He then reply "Of course, it like a copy and paste kinda thing" Rocky said back with his lovely eyes. "Wait, are you guys talking about me?" MJ asking further. "Umm, yeah. Right! Rocky" Sanha said while leaving up to Rocky. "Yep, we have been talking about you... I mean all of you... lately... that what I mean" Rocky trying to keep his shocking expression to himself but he is somehow letting it out by himself. "What are you talking about us?" Moonbin asking back. "Nothing in particular, just update how we are doing and how you guys are doing. In case you guys want to know about each other, but it seem horrible so we better not telling you guys about it" Rocky finally speaking the truth to his brother.

"If that so, you guys are safe this time" Eunwoo said in teasing emotion. Sanha and Rocky hoping something will getting better and that when Jinjin coming in their mind. The one who can make MJ realized what is love and know that he is doing something wrong is only Jinjin. So, that how they think all the problem will be solve when the thing that MJ can't live without is be apart from Jinjin.

This is the second boy love story that I write. If you want to read more about my story. I also finish my first book name "The Best of Me" you can read further if you like. I'm trying so hard to writing this story so please supporting me and if you have any comments or any suggestions, don't hesitate to let me know by chatting with me. I will be online as much as possible to read your suggestions. Thank you so much for your time reading my story. I hope you enjoy. See you next episode.