Not Ready To Hate You

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Eunwoo was sleeping for about three days now and Moonbin and other members were worrying that what they did is actually saving his life or not. "Wake up please, I have something I would like to tell you" Moonbin said while grabbing Eunwoo hand while his tears is streaming down his face.

Early in the next morning, Moonbin were still lying beside Eunwoo head and holding his hand. Suddenly, amazing thing make Moonbin waking up. Eunwoo hand is somehow moving and that make Moonbin open up his eyes and see what happen. He quite surprised that finally Eunwoo is showing a sign of alive. Not so long, Eunwoo finally opening his eyes. Moonbin said with glad "You're awake, I gonna tell everyone about this" Moonbin said while about to running away and tell everyone but Eunwoo grabbing his hand tighter. "What do you want? Are you hurting anywhere?" Moonbin stop his motion and come back sitting aside Eunwoo bed again. "Just tell them later, I have something to talk to you" Eunwoo said while looking at Moonbin with a pleasing eyes. "Okay, what is it then? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Or do you want to go to the bathroom, I can help you to get there" Moonbin asked further with the worrying smile. "I'm fine now, it not a big deal. How about you? Does your scratch fine now? Do you take any medication?" Eunwoo didn't worry about himself, further he asked about Moonbin well being. "Worry about yourself first, I'm way in a better condition that you are. Why would you do that?" Moonbin answer while asking further, because he really want to know why Eunwoo decide to do that for him.

Eunwoo is about to moving himself in a sitting position while Moonbin assisted him to do that. Eunwoo further reply "I just can't letting you go down like that, I just can't letting your picture fading away from me" Eunwoo answering back. "You know right, what you have done is too much, I'm causing you a trouble and making you hurt badly like this. I'm so so sorry about it" Moonbin said back while he is feeling very guilty. "Hey, listen up. I don't mind the pain if it was for you. I can't just letting you falling down there without doing anything at all" Eunwoo said while grabbing Moonbin hand tighter. "But I nearly causing you death. I would not dare enough to walking by your side anymore. I might causing you more trouble" Moonbin said while his tear has flowing down along his cheeks.

Eunwoo then loosen his hand that he is grabbing with Moonbin hand and further wipe out all the tear on Moonbin cheek then said "Stop crying. See! I'm fine now. I'm totally fine. I'm not die yet, you should be happy right. You shouldn't be crying like this" Eunwoo said while smiling back. "Don't ever talk about die ever again. You probably reach that stage already because of me. How could I fighting beside you and don't cause you much more problem" Moonbin still thinking it was his fault, he blaming himself every day for making Eunwoo being like this. "You didn't do anything wrong, I was the one who decided to do that. You should have not blaming yourself for that" Eunwoo explain and tell him to stop blaming himself. "If I'm not falling off the bridge, you might not have to save me and sacrifice almost your life to protect me" Moonbin said further. "Don't you remember? It was just an accident, no one ever want it to happen and no one know when it gonna happen. We have no clue about it. That why it called accident. If I know it was gonna happen I would not ever let that happen no matter what. Let me asked you a simple question, if I was the one who hanging down there. Will you save my life? I'm pretty sure if I was the one being left hanging like you did at the bridge. You would probably helping me like I did it for you either. Right?" Eunwoo further explain and trying to calm Moonbin down. "Yes, of course. How could I left you like that?" Moonbin said while raising his voice. "See! you will also gonna do what I do. So don't blame yourself anymore. Okay?" Eunwoo said while looking at Moonbin. "I will try not to blaming myself, but you need to promise me. If any danger situation happen like this again. Don't ever doing something without thinking like this again. Am I making it clear to you now?" Moonbin said while waiting for Eunwoo to make a promise with him. "If the situation is force me to do so, then I will do it" Eunwoo said while smiling back. "I said you should have promise me not to do it again. Promise me!" Moonbin said while he is coming in an anger mode. "Alright... alright, I'm promise. Are we good now?" Eunwoo said then asking Moonbin back. "Not good for now, you need to taking care of yourself. I'll be back, don't move yourself until I told you to. I'll go get you something to eat. You haven't touch any food for three days" Moonbin said while getting up and going outside.

Outside of Eunwoo room, where everyone is chitchatting about Eunwoo health condition,

"Guys, he is awake" Moonbin told everyone who was sitting and waiting outside. "Does he alright?" MJ asking for further explanation. "Upon what I look he is fine, he can talk to me and all the response are all good. He cannot move by himself that much but I think he is alright by now. I'm sorry again for causing him to be in this condition. It was all my fault" Moonbin further explain and still saying apologize to MJ and Sanha for letting their brother in trouble. "Stop blaming yourself for that, what matter is that he is fine now. So no need to worry about it anymore, and it was an accident. You should have know that. No one know the future" Sanha said back. "Thanks, I really just don't know what to say. You guys are so nice. I will help you guys as much as I can to pay back what Eunwoo did for me" Moonbin said which a little smile. "You already did. Don't you remembered?" MJ said while asking question to trigger him that he already paying them back. "What do you mean?" Moonbin asked with confusing facial expression. "You gave him blood, which mean you also save his life too" Sanha said further. "That right, you gave the most important thing he need" MJ support Sanha word. "Thanks again. Ohhh, can you guys not telling him. That I gave him blood" Moonbin said to keep this as a secret. During the blood transfusion, Rocky blood and Jinjin blood is not being accepted in Eunwoo body. His body rejected it and no one know the exact reason why that was happening.

"Ohh, by the way. I'm here to bringing him some food. He doesn't have anything for three days. Do you prepare anything special for him?" Moonbin further said his purpose of coming outside of Eunwoo room. "Ohh, I'll get it for you" Sanha said while heading to the pot with a stream out of it. Moonbin further taken off his plaster on his backhand before going inside. He did this because he wanted to hide what he have done for him. He think that what Eunwoo done to save his life is worth more than him giving Eunwoo blood. So he don't want him to know about it. It just a little think he does for Eunwoo if compared to what Eunwoo done. Sanha finally bringing out the porridge MJ has made for Eunwoo recovery. Sanha walking to Moonbin and give it to him. "Here" Sanha said while handling the bowl of porridge to Moonbin hand. "Be careful, it hot" Sanha also emphasized that the porridge was just being made, so it probably contain some heat there cause some stream were still ongoing. "Yep, I got it. Thanks. I'll give it to him now then, he might be waiting for it" Moonbin said further "Okay" MJ said while other members nodding their heads.

This is the second boy love story that I write. If you want to read more about my story. I also finish my first book name "The Best of Me" you can read further if you like. I'm trying so hard to writing this story so please supporting me and if you have any comments or any suggestions, don't hesitate to let me know by chatting with me. I will be online as much as possible to read your suggestions. Thank you so much for your time reading my story. I hope you enjoy. See you next episode.