Not Ready To Hate You

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Moonbin carefully walk to Eunwoo room while hoping his health is gonna recover soon. He finally make a way in Eunwoo room while Eunwoo is waiting for him. Moonbin placing porridge on the side table aside his bed and said "Just leave it for few minutes, it still hot" Moonbin said while turning his face and talking to Eunwoo. "Can I ask you a question?" Eunwoo bring something up. "What then? Go ahead" Moonbin further response and asked more. "I have seen your backhand with a bandage on it before you go out. What happened?" Eunwoo asked a question that he has been wondering before. "Umm, a scratch. Nothing much to consider. You should have consider yourself more than me" Moonbin answer while trying to pretend it was nothing. "Are you sure? It seem like you taken it off and it kinda red somehow there" Eunwoo eyes were right on point. "Yeah, I'm just taken it out before I'm coming in. Just feel a little bit annoying" Moonbin answer while trying to keep his secret. He just can't tell what he told other members to keep it as a secret while he was about to exposing it out. "You said it was a scratch right, but I didn't see any of it on your backhand. What appear to me is just a bruise, may be from injection or something" Eunwoo curiosity is somehow bringing Moonbin in a deep end.

"May be it recovery, you have slept for three day. It just a little scratch. I think it was nothing so I taken the bandage out" Moonbin said to help himself from being caught by Eunwoo curiousness. "I know what you have done for me, stop avoiding and saying the truth" Eunwoo found something wrong in Moonbin eyes and that the thing vampire are good at. They have a quick sense in almost everything. "It was nothing, you are overthinking about it. You should have a porridge while it still warm" Moonbin said while bringing porridge and handing to Eunwoo hand. "I need you to speak the truth, do you give me your blood" Eunwoo asked while his eyes is staring at Moonbin without a single wink. Seem like Moonbin have no choice of hiding what he has done so he finally telling the truth "I think I cannot hide it anymore then, you were right. I'm giving you my blood" Moonbin answer while still in a sad emotion.

"Why you do this? Does Jinjin and Rocky were also doing it with you?" Eunwoo asked further and his temper is rising up. "No, their blood are not match with you" Moonbin further said another thing he want to keep. "Damn it, I shouldn't say it out" Moonbin said to himself. "You were doing it all alone, how could you?" Eunwoo being mad at the maximum point. "Your brother also give you blood" Moonbin further said. "Don't you think I'm stupid that much, they are vampire like me. If they give me blood, they would have die also. They can't give me blood no matter what. Even they give me their blood nothing will gonna happen with my health" Eunwoo said while feeling angry. "I'm sorry, but I just want to pay back what you have done for me? It just a little thing if compared to what you have done" Moonbin said while feeling guilty.

"You keep saying to me that don't push myself in any danger no matter what, but why. Why you the only who doing it instead?" Eunwoo said with angry voice. "I know that I'm wrong but that is the only thing I can done for you. You almost die because of me. How could I not doing anything in return. You have save my life" Moonbin said what inside his mind. "But you shouldn't taking a risk on giving me your blood, it was dangerous. It doesn't worth anything if I'm come back alive and seeing you leaving this earth. How can I dare to accept that" Eunwoo said while his anger turn to be tear dropping on his eyes down to his cheeks. "I just can't leave you half alive and half death like that also. Your breathing is weak and you lose a lot of blood, I'm not a doctor but I know that the only possible way to save your life is by giving you what you lose" Moonbin further clarify his perspective.

"Why don't you save your life? Even though I'm die you still have five of you who can do what I want. Why you have to sacrifice yourself and save me again?" Eunwoo further said and they are debating about this thing until Moonbin said something up. "I love you" Moonbin said while Eunwoo also in a shocking motion. "You have said what?" Eunwoo lowering his voice tone and asked again. "Haven't I made it clear? I love you. Now can you understand my purpose?" Moonbin said while having a fight back. "You loved me" Eunwoo asked again. "Yes, I love you. Does my action not showing anything to you? Do you need me to tell you everything that I feel? Haven't you notice why I'm always bothering you since we first met, if I'm not feeling anything with you why would I start a conversation with you. Even though I know you are a vampire but I just can't hate you" Moonbin further said it out all. "But, how?" Eunwoo asked further. "Are you stupid or what? You have sacrifice yourself to save me. How could I not loving the one who have save my life? What you have done, make my feeling become clearer that the feeling I have with you is not what friends have to each other. I was very respected you because even I still thinking that I will not be that brave enough to do such thing like you did for me. I don't know what on your mind. But what you done to save me is way more than my expectation. You and I has been spending time together for six months but it seem like we are in a tightly bond. We are more than friend, more than brother and more like everything to one another. I think I can rely on you and you prove that what I think is right. You never worrying about yourself. You always worrying about other. How other people will be is your priority but you never care about how you gonna feel or how badly and harshly you gonna be hurt. From what I have said is there any other reason for me to not loving you" Moonbin said a confession to Eunwoo. "I thought I was the only one who thinking like this to you. I'm never things you are going to feel the same way" Eunwoo said with a smooth voice if compare to before. "I know. You wouldn't do such thing like that, if you don't love me" Moonbin said with his understanding. "I don't know how it form but later I realized I just falling in love with you already. I think may be it was the day when you kiss my cheek" Eunwoo said while smiling brightly. "Even though it was an accident" Moonbin asked further. "You also loving me from an accident don't you? I never feel like this to a man before. I think you are cute when you are embarrassed" Eunwoo said while laughing a little bit. "Are you happy on my suffer?" Moonbin said while doing a teasing mad face. "I'm not happy about your action but your face though is kinda cute when you feeling like that. If you want to know, I always push other people away cause they are annoying, but for you. Even though you have coming inside my world I also feeling alright. I feel like you are the one who is not gonna betrayed other people and that right" Eunwoo said while patting Moonbin head. "Hey, stop it!" Moonbin said while being a cute embarrassing man again. "See! You are cute when you are smiling" Eunwoo said while laughing teasingly. "I'm sorry for letting you hurt" Moonbin finally coming back to what has been lingering inside his mind. "Don't we finish talking about this thing already? Now as we confess, I want to say that. Don't blaming yourself anymore, how could I letting my love falling down right in front of my eyes like that, and now everything is alright so don't talk about it anymore. Okay!" Eunwoo said while smiling lightly back at Moonbin. Moonbin grabbing a bowl with porridge and handling it to Eunwoo hands while helping Eunwoo finishing his porridge, because it was hard for him to move himself at this moment so Moonbin help him with that.

This is the second boy love story that I write. If you want to read more about my story. I also finish my first book name "The Best of Me" you can read further if you like. I'm trying so hard to writing this story so please supporting me and if you have any comments or any suggestions, don't hesitate to let me know by chatting with me. I will be online as much as possible to read your suggestions. Thank you so much for your time reading my story. I hope you enjoy. See you next episode.