Lee Minho 𓃠 To The guy with a Black Umbrella

C h a p t e r 𓃠 18

Slump

I wanna look at the mirror telling myself I did a good job.

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"Come on let's go we're gonna have so much fun tonight" Yeji said to cheer her up and pulled both of us outside and room.

And when we got out we saw eight boys with their swimming shorts on, without shirts.

All of us just froze right at that moment, going in a trip with 8 boys with one room was a bad idea.

All of us are just staring at each other, no one dared to break the silence, I tried to look at my friend's reaction and both of their Jaws dropped.

I was the first one to get back to my senses, I quickly went back to the room and pulled both of my friends.

"What the hell was that?" I screamed.

"Hey you two" I snapped both my fingers in front of them, and just then, they processed what just happened.

"Chaaaan, I think I became more inlove with hiiim-- I quickly ran to her and covered her mouth.

" Hey you know they can hear you right?" I said, and Yeji just gasp, realizing what she just did.

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We all went to the hot spring and enjoyed ourselves we didn't let the guys walk outside the room half naked, because that's just too umm to powerful? I mean they could blind everyone they would pass.

"Lol all of your reactions earlier were priceless" Jisung said laughing and pointing at the three of us.

"I was the first one to walk away!" I said splashed on him.

After we chilled in the pool, we all head back to our to prepare dinner.

Chan took out the food and started to make barbecue and made ramen while the others were just waiting there like little toddlers in the living room.

Hyunjin decided to stay with Chan to help him cook, while the rest of us decided to walk around the resort.

All of us split around trying to explore the resort and, well Minho followed me, everywhere I went.

YUNA went with Felix, Jisung, and Jeongin,while Yeji went back and decided to help two to back in the room, well for sure I know why she wants to go back, because of Chan.

I found a garden here and it's so pretty, looking at it, is already healing you, so I decided to stay there.

I felt someone's warmth and I saw Minho sitting beside me, I turned to him and saw him also admiring the garden.

"It's nice huh" He said out of the blue and I just smiled and nodded as an answer.

"Julie it's s been two months since I've been following you around, but you never seemed to appreciate all I have done for you" He said, is he making me guilty for turning him down all the time? 

"I think you forgot a little thing there Minho, you just want to use me to get your girlfriend back, why would I? I mean I wouldn't compete with someone like her" I said.

"Julie listen, I know I'm sorry that really came out wrong, you're different Julie, remember when I first saw you when the rain was pouring and you just ran into me." Don't even get me started with, ok I admit I did have a little crush on Minho but that only lasted for about two days.

When I knew that he just wants me to be his pretend girlfriend, it literally turned me off, why would a person use another just to get what they want, isn't my feelings valid?

I don't know what I was talking about anymore.

"Minho just stop already ok? Can't you get it? I don't want to do it? Can you give up already? It's like what you said you've been following me around for two months, aren't you tired? If you really want your girlfriend then follow her around and not me, because my life is already complicated enough and I don't want you making it even more complicated than it already is" I said and walked away I didn't even got a chance to look at his expression.

I went back to the room, I saw Yeji, Hyunjin and Chan's confused faces while I went back I closed and locked the door to the room and just buried my face in the pillow, I'm such a loser I'm crying in a hotel just because of guilt, I didn't mean it like that it's just he was always following me.

I didn't even know why I was crying, I'm so pathetic, after crying for what it seems like hours to me, I didn't realize that I fell asleep.

I was in a funeral, I didn't know what's going on and I saw that boy which I always see, I saw him crying in the corner.

"Hey stop crying, I don't like seeing you sad" I hugged him and he hugged me back still crying as he hurried his whole face in my shoulders.

"Juliet, please don't leave me to, I don't like it that my dad is not here anymore" He said.

"Of course, I'll never ever leave you ok?" I reached out my hands and pinky promised him.

I woke up from the sleep realized I'm still here in the resort, what time is it?

I reached out to my phone lying beside and saw it was 7 pm, I always see that boy in the flashbacks of my past memories, I always see myself with him, and I like being with him.

I opened the door and was shocked to see everyone's reaction when I arrived.

Minho didn't look at me, and after that extreme awkward silence for about a few seconds Chan said.

"Ok since Julie is here we can finally eat dinner" breaking the silence.

Everyone dig in and saw buckets of chicken and the table, all of us stopped eating when we saw Jisung taking out something from the fridge and gasp when we saw dozen bottles of soju and canned beer.

"Everyone here is legal right?" He checked and all of them agreed all of us started drinking

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