The only character I'm showing for this book is Cupid^^
I started writing a chapter where he went to the party but like I got stuck on it for a day-
So I just deleted it and wrote this hehe-
Also, thank y'all sooooo much for 700+ reads!!
Also this is half unedited-
At last minute, Percy canceled on Seth. He felt awful but he didn't even want to go to the party.
He also didn't even have the motivation to leave his bed, he skipped school and slept through the day.
He felt so shitty. Mentally and physically. His body felt weak and so did his mind.
Kaine skipped school after study hall, coming home to make sure Percy was okay and fed. The blonde ate two small snacks and just fell back asleep.
Percy didn't feel physically sick, it's just his body felt like mush. He had no energy whatsoever to do anything but sleep. He barely was able to sit up and eat an orange.
Food was becoming a struggle again. Eating has constantly been on Percy's mind, ways to avoid it, excuses to make.
Foods that he thought were safe were becoming a fear. All foods we're beginning to freak him out, even blueberries and iced coffee with almond milk.
Percy could feel himself getting lighter. He could feel his stomach shrinking. But he could also feel himself getting weaker, his hair getting thinner, his clothes getting looser.
Maybe it was a kind playing tricks on him though and it was just the wanting to recovery part of him trying to point negatives out.
Percy sighs as he took his shirt off, avoiding the large mirror. The mirror that he spent hours using to obsessive over every part of his body.
He knew his thighs, stomach, and arms were covered in scars and scabbed over cuts from just days ago. Percy didn't want to look in the mirror and see those.
The blonde slipped on a loose hoodie, feeling more comfortable in that than a tight long sleeve. He changed into sweat pants, he felt better in those than jeans.
He mustered enough strength to get dressed and leave his room, wandering to the living room.
Percy was surprised to see Oakley, he thought she'd be at cheer. He glanced at the wall clock, his eyes widening.
There's no way in hell it's 5:30 already!
Oakley had came over to drop Amberly off after cheer. Percy didn't know what they were cheering for now since football was over. Basketball wouldn't start until February.
He knew Oakley had competitions soon, but Amberly was still in Junior Varsity and only cheers to be "popular".
Percy happily sat next to Oakley, leaning on her. She was warm and he felt so cold.
"Hi!" Oakley beams, wrapping an arm around Percy. "Do you wanna come to the fair with Kaine and I tomorrow?"
Percy glanced over at Kaine, observing his expression. Percy knew it was probably a date and Oakley was just being friendly.
Kaine sent him back a brief look before looking at the tv. It was an 'I don't mind if you do come, she is your best friend' look.
But Percy also didn't want to be a third wheel to his brother and best friend.
"No, thank you though, just try to win me a stuffed animal, please?"
Oakley giggles and nodded, "I will do my best."
