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Hyunjin's POV

It's Tuesday today but I didn't go to school neither I go to the shoot. I just don't have the energy to go out of my room. I'm thinking where the hell did everything went wrong?

My life were just good but now I feel like everything is just fucked up. I feel empty inside. I question myself a lot these past few days...

Am I really happy? Or I'm just forcing myself to be happy?

I don't know where to go to at times like this. I don't know where to rely on. I just feel like no one is really there for me.

"So annoying" I said when my phone starts ringing again. I look at the screen and see my manager's caller ID. I ignored it and turn off my phone.

"What am I doing to my life?" I questioned myself and sigh. I stare at the ceiling and question my whole existence.

"Aish" I scratched my head and hit my head on my pillow. I'm going insane.

"You look stupid" someone said and I remove the pillow from my face.

"I thought you went to school?" she walks towards my bed and take a sit.

"Yeah but I went back home..." she stares at me.

"You're having a hard time right now, am I right?" she asks and I slowly nodded.

"You need a hug?" Minju looks at me with her worried expression

"Ewww..... Yes please" she chuckles and give me a warm hug.

"You're annoying as fuck but you can always talk to me whenever you're having a tough time. I'm just here" she said as we cuddle in my bed.

"I've always envied you..." I said making her look at me

"What? Why?" she asked in confusion

"Our parents have never been so hard on you" I smiled bitterly

"It's always me... They always say that I'm the oldest so I have to be responsible enough... But does that mean they always need to be so harsh on me?" being the oldest daughter in an Asian family is not a joke

"Unnie..."

"But I'm not mad at you. Your my sister and I can't be mad at you. We always argue on little things but I never got mad at you cuz you're the only one that I have" her hug tightens and I smiled a little.

"Kids-" we turn to the open door of my room and saw dad. He has a wide smile on his face and leans on the door frame.

"You two look cute there let me just capture this rare moment" he quickly take out his phone and take many pictures of me and Minju.

"My two beautiful daughters are not arguing for the first time" he said sith a fatherly smile

"Correction dad, I'm the only one who's beautiful here" Minju said and I push her away.

"Bish what?"

"I said-"

"Guys" dad said that caught our attention

"What you guys think about having a trip with your dad?" he asked

"To where?"

"You guys can decide" he said and Minju and I look at each other.

"Can we go to the beach?" that is exactly what I'm thinking about

"Of course"

Finally, some bonding time with my father after 15 years.

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