MINE || 2JIN

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3rd person's POV

Dahee was stoned in her position as she looks at Hyunjin.

"Is it you guys' one month anniversary? oh no it's two- no it's three month anniversary, right?" Hyunjin chuckled but her hands are gripping the sheets tightly that it can rip anytime.

"H-how..."

"How did I find out?" Hyunjin continued the question for Dahee.

"To answer that question... You guys aren't that slick" her grip on the sheets tightens.

"You think I don't see you guys in the CCTV footages?" she remembers that one time that she went to her grandfather's office and decided to mess up with his things. She went in front of the monitor and saw a scene that truly breaks her heart.

It was Dahee who's kissing her bestfriend, Chaeri. She thought they just got carried away and she was blindly in love with the girl so she let it slip but that was followed by another.

"How many times did I caught you? 3? 4? No I think it's 5 I'm so stupid, right?" Hyunjin chuckled at her own stupidity.

"Why do you have to do that?" Hyunjin wants to shout at her badly but she can't. She's aware that she can hurt the girl anytime physically and emotionally and she's stopping herself from doing it. She's much more better than that.

"Just why, Dahee?"

"Am I not enough?"

"Did I fail to give you the love and affection you needed?"

"I made sure to make you feel loved everyday"

"I made sure to give you time even though I'm struggling to study and act at the same time"

"I was having a hard time but I set that aside just to comfort you whenever you feel like you lack of something"

"Did I fail to make you feel the most special girl in the world?"

"You know how much I love you and how much I treasure you... But why you got to do me like that? That's just bullshit, Dahee"

"You could've just broke up with me. You just need to tell me that you don't want me anymore and you found comfort in another person but what did you do? You cheated."

"What happened? What happened to my sweet Dahee?"

"You made me wait for so long, Hyunjin..." she finally speak up. Hyunjin just laugh while in pain.

"I waited for you for how long... I changed... as well as my feelings"

"Then why you said yes to me? Just why?"

"I thought my feelings are still the same" she paused "but turns out that I'm just holding on our promises to each other"

"So you're telling me you're not in love no more?" Hyunjin asked, she's scared... scared of what the younger will answer.

"Hyun..." Dahee burst into tears and Hyunjin just stare at her.

"I'm sorry"

Hyunjin close her eyes and she can feel all the pain. She keep this going for three months cuz she's afraid to talk this out. She's scared... Scared to be left.

She came into realization that after all... she's still scared of not having Dahee by her side. She's scared of the thought of the younger leaving her... She's scared of losing her.

"It's okay" she have so much in her mind but that's all she can say.

"No, I know it's not" Dahee cry out, God knows how hard she tried to bring back her feelings for the older. She feel so bad that she can't reciprocate Hyunjin's love for her. Time flies by and her feelings faded away.

She knows how much Hyunjin is hurting right now but she isn't shedding any tear meaning that she's keeping it in and it scares Dahee. She know her well and it's not good for her to hold everything in.

"Can you leave for now?" Hyunjin asked politely.

'How can you still be like this to me after all of what I have done?' Dahee looks at her, she don't want to leave like this but Hyunjin is asking her to.

"Don't worry we'll talk about this on any other day" Hyunjin smiled

"Go now... she must be waiting for you"

"I'm letting you go now"