Finding his soul

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Leah's POV

I went to Naomi's apartment, I wanted to know if she was okay after the incident at Kaden's. I knocked on the door and saw Naomi.

"hey" I smiled.

"hey" she smiled, i walked in and shut the door behind myself.

"are you okay?" i asked.

"yeah why wouldn't i be okay," she said.

"because Kaden had a meeting with the guy who literally raped you in high school," i said.

"yeah, but it was just business" she shrugged.

"i know you feel for Kaden after all he told you but he's still the same person he was before, he will manipulate you until he gets what he wants," I said sitting down.

"what?" she said.

"he doesn't have...feelings, he can pretend he feels them but he doesn't...his parents ruined him, because in reality he just feels nothing...it's apart of his split personality plus the anger issues, that's why he beat up that kid at that one party because he felt nothing but anger," i said looking at her.

"i remember that he-he looked like a completely different person that night," she said looking down.

"He doesn't care trust me, he acts like he cares but in reality, he couldn't give a shit," i said sitting back.

"you might not believe this but he's changed," she said standing up.

"what has he changed huh, dick size," i said crossing my arms.

"so what," she said.

"exactly Naomi, name one thing about him that's changed," i said standing up.

"he was abused Leah can you cut him a little slack," she said.

"you're buying his sob story," i said rolling my eyes.

"just get out Leah," she said.

"fine Naomi but when you see it you'll notice he's as manipulative as his father" I said leaving.

Naomi's POV

I called Kaden and for once he actually answered.

"Hi" he said.

"Um hi. I-uh i wanted to talk" i said.

"Okay are you home?" He asked.

"Yeah" i said smiling to myself.

"Five minutes" he hung up, i threw my phone on the couch and squealed.

"Yes" i smiled as i ran to the bathroom. I showered and got dressed into my shorts and sports bra.

I heard a knock at the door and i sighed, i opened the door and saw Kaden standing there on his phone.

"Hey i wan-"

He kissed me and i heard the door shut, "hey" he smiled.

I saw him sit on the couch and I sat next to him, he put his phone in his pocket and sighed.

"What did to want?" He asked.

"Umm to talk" i whispered.

"Okay" he said slowly, "talk" he said.

"Remember how you said you didn't want kids" I said smiling.

"Yeah" he said slowly with a confused look.

"Well i think we should have kids....or at least try" i smiled, he stood up and walked back and fourth to the wall.

"How many times do i have to tell you, kids are el diablo, they're annoying and hard to deal with and i absolutely hate them" he said angrily.

"Why do you hate them so much?" I asked.

"Because they ruin everything, one day you have a perfectly good relationship and the next your changing a baby's smelly diaper" he said.

"So you don't want a family with me?" I said.

"Stop playing the victim Naomi, i don't want kids and that's final" he said.

"Alright fine" I said looking at the remote.

I need to tell him about the pregnancy test i took a few days ago.

"Kaden I have something to tell you" I said looking at him.

"What?" He said sitting down.

"I-um I took a pregnancy test a few days ago a-"

"Don't" he said sternly.

"What?" I said confused.

"Don't finish the sentence" he said running his hands through his hair.

"I'm pregnant" i whispered.

"It's fine, I'll bring you to the clinic" he said typing on his phone.

"What, no" i said angrily.

"Yes, i just said i don't want it and i know it's not my choice but you can't seriously want kids now" he said leaning back.

"Kaden, I'm practically infertile..maybe it's a gift from God" i smiled.

He started dying of laughter and looks at me and carried on laughing, "you can't be serious" he chuckled, "you don't even believe in God" he laughed.

"Well it's not too late for a change in heart" i smiled.

"Don't give me that 'God sent it to me so i have to keep it' bullshit" he said looking at me.

"Kaden I'm keeping our child" i said annoyed.

"Fine keep it but when it ruins our lives I'll be the one to say i told you so" he said running his hands through his hair.

"What do you hate our unborn baby so much" i said angrily.

"You wanna know why I 'hate' kids...I don't hate them, i hate the fact that i couldn't have them with you because the last time you were pregnant..our baby died" he said walking towards the door.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"Home, I can't stand this conversation or hearing about that thing anymore" he said and I heard the door shut.