Finding his soul

25

I woke up and walked to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and rubbed my eyes.

I felt my stomach hurl and I ran to the toilet and opened the lid and threw up, I held my head in the toilet and out my hands on the toilet rim.

I threw up again and head the bathroom door open, I continuously threw up and felt a strong grip touch my back.

He moved my hair from my face and I wiped my tears that were going down my cheek, I grabbed some tissue and wiped my mouth.

"You shouldn't be in here" I whispered.

"You're throwing up, I should help you" he said looking at me.

I closed the toilet lid and rested my head on the lid, I felt Kaden's hands around my waist, I looked down at his hands and saw his veins sticking out.

They looked hot

Everything about him looked hot

I looked up at him and saw his messy hair, he was in just sweatpants, I looked down at his abs and saw how defined his muscles were.

His face looked tired but he still looked hot, words can't describe how he makes me feel when I look at him.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Mhmm" I nodded quickly and stood up, I pushed him out the bathroom door and locked it quickly, I leaned against the bathroom door and sighed.

"Is everything okay?" He asked, his voice was still raspy from just waking up.

"Yeah I'm fine" I said quickly, I heard the door shut and I went into the shower.

Morning sickness sucks

Everything sucks

I'm starting to hate being pregnant

But I can't get rid of this baby....I'm infertile so it'll be hard to get pregnant again, maybe I might not get pregnant again.

I soaped up and washed off, I got dressed in to sweats and walked out the hallway, I saw Sam walk into Mia's room and the door shut quickly.

I'm guessing Kaden doesn't know about their relationship yet.

I walked downstairs and saw Kaden cooking, he was looked up at me and I smiled.

He smiled back and walked up to me with a plate full of food.

"I'm not sure what you wanted as you just threw up and last night I researched about what pregnant women can and can't eat" he smiled.

I'm surprised he took time to research about the pregnancy.

He seemed like he wasn't interested before

He's changed a lot

"so I made you eggs with bacon, yogurt as I heard it was good for the babies so they can be strong umm some fruit and whole grain bread" he smiled and I took the plate.

"Thank you" I smiled and sat down, I started eating and when I looked up saw him leaning over his plate of food.

His back muscles moved but were defined, I could still see the scratch marks on his back from the other night.

Mementoes flashed back into my rain and I caught myself smiling, I looked down at my food and smiled.

"What you smiling about?" He said sitting on the stool next to me.