Finding his soul

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I woke up to Zane's hand over my face, I laughed and moved his hand slowly. I got out of bed and saw Jayda and Zane passed out on my bed, I smelt breakfast being made.

I put on a shirt and walked downstairs, I saw Mia and Sam talking.

"Look who got his kids to sleep" Mia smiled.

I laughed and looked at the food, "they're both asleep on my bed" I smiled and got myself a plate.

"I know, I saw Zane walking into your room this morning" she smiled.

"What time?" I asked out of curiosity.

"Seven am, he dragged his little feet straight to your room and he didn't even notice me" she laughed.

I smiled to myself and looked at Sam then Mia,"he got my sleeping pattern, I don't notice anyone" I said smiling.

"That's true you don't notice anyone" she said laughing.

I bit my lip and saw baby food on the table, "is this what they eat?" I asked Mia.

"Yeah" she laughed.

"It looks disgusting" I smiled.

After a few minutes I heard crying upstairs, "uh oh" I heard Mia say.

I left my food and went straight upstairs, I saw Jayda and Zane crying. I picked them up and rocked them slowly.

"Shh daddy's here" I said.

Zane stopped crying and I saw his little smirk, Jayda continued to cry and I tried rocking her. i heard my door open and saw Mia standing there and shaking her head.

She put Jayda over her head and rocked her whole holding her head to support her.

I held Zane up in front of me and smelt a bad smell, "yeah they definitely need a diaper change" she said laughing.

We carried them to their rooms and I took out the baby stuff, I walked up to Zane and took his diaper off.

I saw his little area penis at me and I moved out the way, "Oh shit don't you dare" I said facing it towards his diaper, he peed and I heard him giggle.

"You like being mean to daddy huh" I said, he laughing and I smiled with him, he had a nice laugh.

I changed him and looked him up, "are you a daddy's boy or momma's boy?" i said looking at him.

"Dada" he said clapping his hands.

I looked at Mia and she smiled at me.

"When are you bringing them to meet mom and dad?" She asked.

"I'll take them to see mom but not dad"

I fed them and had some troubles, Zane had a hard time sitting down for a long time and Jayda kept throwing her food in my face.

"Okay guys you wanna go see grandma?" i said:

They nodded and Jayda rubbed the food into food tray, She started crying and I got close to her face and she continued to cry.

"What's wrong Jayda" I said smiling, she slapped me in my face with her food and I smiled.

"You want to play with food?" I laughed and took their food from them.

I got them dressed and took them to my car, i strapped them both in.

I arrived at my fathers house and saw my mother open the door.

I walked in and she started crying, "they're beautiful" she smiled.

Zane and Jayda snuggled into my chest, I looked at Mia and saw her take Jayda from me.

"This is Jayda Nicole Richardson" Mia said passing Jayda to my mom.

"Hey Jayda, I'm Amanda you can call my grandma can you say grandma, grandma" my mom said smiling.

"Gra-ma" Jayda said.

"Yes" my mom said smiling.

I walked up to my mom and held Zane, "this is Zane Asher Richardson" I said showing my mother Zane.

"Wow he looks just like you Kaden" my mother said.

"Yeah i know" I said looking at Zane.

"Have you taught them Spanish?" My mother asked.

"Not yet" I smiled.

I saw my father walk downstairs and I stepped away from my mother, I felt my smile instantly fade.

"Father" I said.

"These are your kids?" My father said, I nodded and he walked up to my mother and looked at Jayda.

He then looked at Zane and smiled at them both, I'm hoping that the twins can be what change my father. i don't want them to grow around the same man I did.

Especially Zane, my father will try to shape him like he did to me.