Today I really realised that I can't live like this anymore.
I had to wrap a bandage around my wrists so that I'm not able to scratch my scars which are still healing.
I have to get better, no matter what. Not for others but for me. I wanna make it to an old age, I wanna marry my future girlfriend. I wanna celebrate different occasions.
I have to stop to do self-harm, I have to stop to compare myself with others - mostly to girls/women. Because every girl/woman is beautiful. I started to do a feminism blog on Instagram and there are so many accounts with body positivity, I didn't even know that such accounts exist, I was such in my negative bubble. But I have to stop. I have to treat myself like I treat my friends - I always tell them that it's okay not to be okay, that no one is perfect, that you should be proud of yourself. That's what I should do to myself.
Love y'all. Stay safe and healthy. Get vaccine if you have the chance. And tbh, cuz I got the vaccine yesterday I realised that everything has to be get better.
- jae
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Just about my feelings
General FictionAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
