What's the matter to be alive?
I just feel dead inside, I only feel pain
I don't wanna be alive, what's the point to live?
I don't have any friends, I'm alone. And lonely. I'm fucking lonely. Nothing will help me. Only music takes the pain away, at least a little bit.
But I still wish I wouldn't be alive. Cuz everything is too painful.
I'm tired. But I can't sleep. Why can I not sleep? It drives me crazy. I hate it to overthink everything. It doesn't matter what I have in my mind, I automatically overthink it.
I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up again, that's my birthday wish for next week. A lot of people would think that I'm kidding but I'm serious about it.
I would never make jokes about suicide. Cuz I want to be dead. I can't stand people who make jokes about taking their lives. It's a serious topic, and not only for me. Those, who make jokes about that, they didn't know the pain. I hate such people.
I'm tired of it. I'm so tired.
YOU ARE READING
Just about my feelings
Narrativa generaleAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
