I always wanna cry. I hold my tears back every day. Especially when I'm with my family. When I'm with my sister I can cry. But I can't cry in front of my parents, that's impossible.
Actually I feel very numb. I don't have to cry cuz I'm sad. I'm never sad. I'm frustrated and angry. And those feelings are so overwhelming. It makes me tired. I'm tired all the time. But I can't sleep. I just can sleep after I cried. Then my eyes are too heavy to keep open.
I wish the life would end soon. I'm too exhausted. I don't know what to do.
- jae
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Just about my feelings
Fiksi UmumAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
