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All the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...

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Reflecting on my youth

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by jaehyuk_98

by jaehyuk_98

It's kinda frustrating,

how can I not forget the past?

I'm overthinking about those things,

am I able to forget it one day?

Do you think sometimes about me too?

I know,

I only think about myself,

don't considering your feelings,

honestly I never did,

I was a terrible boyfriend to you although you only knew me being your girlfriend then,

but I guess it doesn't matter anymore anyway,

why should it?

You live your life, and I mine

But now,

I'm kinda reflecting my life and put everything in a story

And now,

our love story stuck in my brain and I miss the old times

I had so many stuff in my head, couldn't think

I'm sorry,

now, I'm so melancholic,

can't stop it

But I know it should

I can't stop it,

I miss the feeling to be around with good friends,

now,

I'm so damn lonely ever since I was a little kid,

I feel like a little kid

I should've been more thankful for such accepting friends, and now

I'm regretting everything

Now I think you were my very first love