Suicidal

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pre-refrain:
I wanna be free;
from my endless overthinking,
from my endless pain

Refrain:
I wanna wake up from this nightmare,
the anxiety hits every day,
something must be wrong with me,
panic attacks follow me day by day,
there's something wrong with me,
I'm anxious about every day;
"What will happen today?"

Verse 1:
I'm awake, every night I struggle,
it kills me slowly,
it starts with overthinking and ends up with cutting myself, and I know it will never change

Verse 2:
I'm sorry though for my existence,
I hate myself for ending up like this,
it could be so different
I'm sorry though that I'm such a problem child, and I know I will never be enough for anything

Verse 3:
It feels like dying, every day,
I can't take it anymore,
why do I have to suffer like this?
I wanna wake up, it hurts so much,
why does it never end?

bridge:
I don't know what I feel,
it's all empty,
actually I feel nothing,
I don't know what's wrong with me,
but I know I'm very far away from fine,
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare

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