Overthinking

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Refrain:
Life is so exhausting,
why do I live?
My mind kills me every day,
My head hurts all day,
I can't stop overthinking,
What will I do wrong tomorrow?
Will I be good enough tomorrow?
Why am I still alive?
My mind kills me every day,
My head hurts all day

Pre-refrain:
I'm already dead inside,
My soul is burning, my heart is breaking apart,
Every day, something in me dies

Verse 1:
I feel lonely again,
I wanna sleep to feel nothing,
But I only get pain,
So I end up being awake the whole night,
It hurts so much, I can't handle it anymore

Verse 2:
Sometimes I don't care if I get some sleep, I just wanna cry
I fake a smile all day,
It hurts, but I got used to it,
I can't be honest anymore 'cuz everyone thinks I'm always happy

Verse 3:
It's easier to pretend to be fine,
No one worries about my useless existence,
I'm only being myself when nobody's watching, and that's okay,
I don't wanna cause any problems again

Verse 4:
I'm so hurt,
I feel so broken,
But I act like I'm okay all day,
So at least everyone is happy around me

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