Refrain:
Life is so exhausting,
why do I live?
My mind kills me every day,
My head hurts all day,
I can't stop overthinking,
What will I do wrong tomorrow?
Will I be good enough tomorrow?
Why am I still alive?
My mind kills me every day,
My head hurts all day
Pre-refrain:
I'm already dead inside,
My soul is burning, my heart is breaking apart,
Every day, something in me dies
Verse 1:
I feel lonely again,
I wanna sleep to feel nothing,
But I only get pain,
So I end up being awake the whole night,
It hurts so much, I can't handle it anymore
Verse 2:
Sometimes I don't care if I get some sleep, I just wanna cry
I fake a smile all day,
It hurts, but I got used to it,
I can't be honest anymore 'cuz everyone thinks I'm always happy
Verse 3:
It's easier to pretend to be fine,
No one worries about my useless existence,
I'm only being myself when nobody's watching, and that's okay,
I don't wanna cause any problems again
Verse 4:
I'm so hurt,
I feel so broken,
But I act like I'm okay all day,
So at least everyone is happy around me
YOU ARE READING
Just about my feelings
General FictionAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
