What's the point of staying alive?
Nobody wants me here. I'm not a special person. I'm not special to anyone. I don't have any good attitudes. I don't even know who I am. I feel numb.
I feel so numb. And I can't change it. I want to sleep forever. I'm so tired. I'm so tired of living. I want to be reborn as a stone. I'm cold like a stone.
I want to die. I want to die so bad.
It doesn't matter what I do. Nobody wants me, just creeps. I'm a psycho magnet. Maybe I'm a psycho by myself. It would explain a lot. My person is not right. My person is wrong. I feel so wrong. I'm a waste of space, of money.
Why am I still alive? I wann be dead. I wish this would be my suicide letter.
My parents are talking. They always complain about me. That's why I always listen to music. Music is my safe place. But sadly it doesn't work all the time.
I cry quietly. I always do that. I don't wanna bother anyone. They always say I'm too emotional. They hate it when I cry, but not cuz of they worry about me, they are annoyed by it.
- jae
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Just about my feelings
Ficción GeneralAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
