Verse 1:
Suddenly I feel so depressed again. I want to cut myself again. These feelings are so horrible, I don't know what I should do. I feel so alone here. I don't want to be alive anymore.
Refrain:
My depression kicks in. I hate it. Why is it me? I feel so numb. Every emotion is gone, just emptiness.
I already know that I will struggle to get up tomorrow morning. Cuz I just want to lay down on my bed and do nothing at all. I didn't even shower today cuz my motivation sucks. I hate myself for this. I should be able to wash myself.
Verse 2:
I want to cut myself. I feel so bad. I feel myself not good enough. I have to heal me by my self. I don't know if I can do that. Cuz everything hurts. But I have to. Cuz everyone just give me pain. I don't wanna speak to anyone cuz they don't like me at all. I don't know what to do.
Verse 3:
I'm so afraid. I'm so lonely. I don't wanna live anymore. My urge to get rid of myself grows stronger and stronger. I want to kill myself. I don't have a will to live. I can't take it anymore. Everyone rejects me. I'm not good enough for anyone.
Verse 4:
Why do I still live? For what? Everything hurts so much, I don't know to do.
I'm so tired, I feel so lonely. I'm gonna cry. I don't care that I'm outside. I don't care at all when others see me crying. They don't care about me anyway.
Bridge/pre-refrain:
I know exactly what I will do when I take a bath. The water will be bloody then, and I don't care about it. Everything doesn't matter to me anymore. I feel too depressed. And nothing cheers me up. I try to distract myself but it doesn't work.
YOU ARE READING
Just about my feelings
General FictionAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
