Yesterday, 24/06/21
My mom's boyfriend get angry at me again. I wasn't able to say anything back. I was frozen.
I can't even say it was an argument cuz I didn't say anything.
I went to the bathroom after this. I was sitting in the shower and just felt pain. I planned my suicide. Cuz I can't take it anymore.
When I was thinking about suicide, I wasn't even sorry. I didn't care about my family. Cuz they don't care about me either.
I'm sick of it that my mom's boyfriend badmouths me. I'm sick of my life, seriously. And I can't even move out. I have nothing to go to.
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Just about my feelings
General FictionAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...