numb

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I feel so numb.
I lost my motivation for everything. I just wanna lay on my bed and do nothing.
It's such an empty feeling inside me. It makes me tired.
I wanna cut myself again. So I can feel something.
My depression hits me again. I don't know what to do. I would like to die. I don't wanna live anymore. It's too exhausting. No one cares anyway.. so I can go.
I didn't want to be born. Why should I? It's such a cruel world. No one can live in peace. But nobody cares about it.
I want to sleep so bad. But I can't. Although I'm tired. Life is tiresome. No one can change my mind.

- jae

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