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I want to cry again.
I don't feel lonely, I feel abandoned.
It feels like everyone leaves me again. Although there isn't a specific reason why.
But those feelings wanna make me isolate myself even more - I don't wanna go outside, don't wanna talk to anyone.
Everything makes me sick. At some point, I don't wanna live cuz my life is so fucked up.
I feel anxious.
I wanna cry but there aren't tears. It bottles me up.
There's something in my throat and I know if I cry it would feel less tense.
Everything feels empty - I feel empty. Empty and numb.
Numb to my feelings.
Even soulless.

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