Refrain:
I wanna be optimistic,
But my mind doesn't allow it
I smile although I'm in pain, it's a way easier than tell the truth
I'm so hurt and broken but I smile though,
It's a way easier than explaining how I truly feel
Verse 1:
I always get the feeling there's something wrong with me,
I'm such an awkward person around others,
My social skills are lacking I know
Verse 2:
I have a sensitive mind,
Every noise rings in my ears,
The emotions of others feel like if they're mine,
I care too much about other people and forget myself
Verse 3:
It's not easy,
I try my best to fill my own desire,
My parents don't understand that I need time for myself,
I need pace around me
I'm always anxious to say my opinion when family is around me
Verse 4:
Everyone is always judging me,
Why do they keep such a behaviour?
It's so toxic,
I wanna be free,
But they don't let me,
I can't fly, they cut my wings,
I'm bleeding and hurting inside me
Bridge/pre-refrain:
Every time I lie about my well-being,
I don't wanna scare others away,
My depression and anxiety kick in,
How can I stop this?
I try and try,
And fix my smile
- jae
I wrote this in about 20 minutes, I really love it when I'm inspired like this
YOU ARE READING
Just about my feelings
General FictionAll the lyrics are mine and it's always about mental health and issues. I hope you enjoy it. I know it's not that good like real lyricist but I try my best I share my honest thoughts and feelings in this book. That's the only safe place for me. ...
