my depression kicks in again..

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I tried my best to be okay. But I'm not. I always get rejected and I don't know why. I give up on dating, I don't have any expectations.
Is something wrong with me?
I don't get it.. I had a bit confidence before but now I lost it again. I can't do it anymore. I don't care anymore. I will just concentrate on my studies and live in my bubble with kpop, kdrama and anime, that's the best thing I can do.
But really.. is something wrong with me? Why do I always get rejected by girls?

love y'all, and please stay safe and healthy
- jae

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