Nothing Without You (ON REVISION)

Chapter 16

Ahmir Ian's POV

Simula noong pumasok ako dito sa school na ito, puro naririnig ko may mga humahanga saakin and yes ako yung nahihiya I always ask myself why me? hindi naman ako yung ubod ng gwapo ha! let's say sakto lang.

Naiilang ako kumibo dahil maya maya may sumusunod saakin dahil may ibibigay na snack letter or something and minsan kinukuha ko saka ko ibinibigay kala Oyi and yes kahit mga sulat sakanila ko pinapabasa.

Habang tumatagal nasanay na rin ako, kaso hindi ko sila masyadong inentertain kung may bibigay sila then I will accept it then later saka ko ibibigay sa tropa ko simplee ganoon lang.

Hindi kami mayaman were just living with simple life. I'm only child, my mom wasn't there since I'm 8 years old, she's working in abroad Dubai minsan lang siya umuwi dito and yes I admit nag tatampo ako sakanya because she's always leave me yann palagi ang tinatanong ko sa isip ko noong bata pa ako hindi ba ako mahal ni mom? but somehow unti unti ko nang naiintidihan ngayon she's not here because she's working for my future coz she loves me.

Andito kami sa province with my grandmother my moms mother Lola Sinang. We're in province which is dito talaga ang tahanan ko, namin like they say ang lupang sinilangan. hahaha

And I don't know who's my father to be honest until now hindi ko pa nakikilala tatay ko and I understand! my mom didn't want to talk about him so I respect that maybe sa susunod iopen yann ni mom at saka namin pag usapan kung sino ba talaga siya.

Kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko mag aaral ako ng mabuti I want my mom to be here, to stay with us together with lola. Kaya mag sisikap ako I want to be a professional seaman, I want to manipulate and operate ships and boat. One day I claimed it.

So now the things I should do is to work hard and trust the process and always be humble the things that my Lola always say, just be humble.