Nothing Without You (ON REVISION)

Chapter 50

Mom and Francisco are talking nang madatnan ko sila sa bahay.

"We need to talk"

"Son, please hear me first" Francisco said desperately

"Anak, pakinggan mo muna siya" si Mommy naman

"Then go explain"

"Please forgive me, if I'm not there when you and your mom needs me"

"I don't have enough courage to face that and I'm sorry for being so weak and coward that time! but Son, If you give me another chance I will do everything para makabawi ako sayo, sainyo ng mommy mo" then he look to my mom

"You know what I'm okay now thankyou for telling this, but ang hindi ko matanggap yung pag iwan niyo kay mommy"

"Anak kasalanan ko rin yun please tama na mag kaayos na kayo, tayo"

When I looked into my mother I saw how she's tired of this and I don't want to see her like that dahil triple ang sakit na nararamdaman ko pag nakikita ko siyang nahihirapan.

"Do you love my mom?" I asked him

"Yes" he answered it cooly

"Really?" I asked him again

"Really..."

"If my mom's forgive you then..." Hindi ko masabi at matuloy, tumingin muna ako kay Mommy bago muling nag salita "I will forgive you too" it's hard for me but if my mom's want to fix it I will cooperate, I will give my father damn second chance.

"I already forgave you" Mommy said then Francisco hugged my Mom

"I'm giving you a second chance, please don't do the same shit again and please love my Mom! just love and respect her" Matapos yun ay tumaas akong kwarto para kumuha ng mga damit ko.

Babalik pa ako kala Yun, she and our baby needs me so hindi puwedeng wala ako sa tabi nila.

Damn malapit na ang exam, kailangan ko itong ipasa para rin saamin to.

Habang tumatagal ay nagiging malapit na ang loob ko kay (Dad) mabait siya at pinatunayan niya naman yun. Sa nakalipas na limang taon ay mas nakilala ko siya, Mom and him we're back together at masaya ako para sakanila. Makita ko lang si Mommy na masaya ok na ako.

And after 5 years, I'm now seaman! matagal ko na tong pangarap since I was a child then now I really got this. For real.

Ayos na ang lahat I have our condo that I bought before, I have a car and I think I have enough money for my family, I have money to marry my only love of my life si Yunna.

"Kuya bukas na labas ng results ng mga nakapasang LPT" tawag ni Kian saakin

I know my Yunna can do this I believe in her!

"Where are you now?" I asked Kian, Yunna's brother

"Sa bahay kuya bat?"

"We need to prepare, makakapasa ang ate mo I'm sure of that"

"Naks confident kuya, pero sana"

"She will, trust her!"

"Anong preparation ba Kuya? Makakauwi ka ba?"

"I guess yup, magpapaalam ako kay Capt. mamaya so sa bahay muna ako. Mag kita nalang tayo doon bukas, please tell to Tita and Tito, thankyou!"

"Copy Kuya"

Napangiti nalang ako sa naisip ko na gagawin, sana lang talaga payagan ako ni Capt. it's perfect for me to propose to her.

Tanda ko pa dati, palagi niyang sinasabi na saka na kapag ayos na ang lahat kapag nakuha na niya pangarap niya at pangarap ko, and look how fast the night pass heto na I'm now a seaman and her? a teacher, sigurado ako doon.

I know we did it early, but hindi ito naging hadlang sa pag abot sa mga pangarap namin. Naging lucky charm namin si Naya, siya ang lakas namin ni Yunna. Oo, we're in the point na mahirap, pero look nalampasan namin, kase ang kailangan lang pag tutulungan at pag titiwala sa Panginoon. Kapag talaga may pangarap ka at kagustuhang maabot yun, maaabot at maaabot mo talaga, sipag at tiyaga lang plus ang pananalig sa Panginoon. I'm happy with my life now, sobra yung tipong hindi ko maipaliwanag sa sobrang saya.

"Capt. Ahmir!" Sir Samuel suddenly called me wearing a smile on his face

"You can go"

"Thankyou Sir" I smiled at him

I'm so happy! finally I can make it happen, hopefully she say yes to me.

"Bro, nakapasa si Yunna congrats!" Si Oyi

We're here in our house planning what we're going to do.

"See that, I'm so proud on her"

Ella and Andra giggle when they see Yunna's name on the screen.

"Kian, sama mo si Naya ipaalam mo muna kala Tito at Tita yung hindi sana alam ng Ate mo" ako sabay tawa

Nagawa naman ni Kian, the best talaga.

"Papa I miss you" Naya's embraced me when they arrived in our home.

Ang gandang bata.

"We're going to celebrate baby ok?"

"Yes Papa, because Mama is now a teacher"

Sinabi ko ang mga gagawin at nag papasalamat naman ako dahil lahat sila nakicooperate.

My group now have a great job they want to. Katulad namin ganoon na rin sila Ella at Andra.

Speaking of Ella and Kyle tsaka kala Andra and Oyi! I heard that they have something. I don't know hindi rin sila gaano nag kuwekuwento kaya hindi ko gaanong alam, but there's something. You know something different.

Andoon na sila sa bahay nila Yunn, and me? papunta palang ako. Alam ko mag tatampo siya dahil wala ako? but baby don't! because I'm here coming for you, always.

I see how her eyes looked at me I'm so happy for her, fuck I'm so proud of you Yunn.

I'm now kneeling on front of her asking if she wants me to become his husband, and look she said yes.

Sobrang saya ng puso ko.

"Yes, oo naman!" Paulit ulit na nag plaplay sa isip ko ang sagot niya

I'm so inlove on her! So much.

After that ay nag sikainan na, everyone is happy halos lahat kami, pero ito atang saya na nararamdaman ko ay sobra-sobra

"You're blushing" I pointed out again

Nag takip siya ng mukha

Baby don't, you didn't know how much I'm happy when you're blushing because of me.

"Thankyou for not giving up on me"

Andito kaming dalawa sa may puno habang sila andoon kumakain, while our daughter is with his Tita's and Tito's.

"Palagi mong sinasabi saakin na saka na kapag ayos na, saka na kapag nakuha na natin mga pangarap ta.. baby look nakuha na natinn ok na"

Nakatingin lamang siya saakin habang may lumalandas na luha sakanyang mata.

"I don't have a words to describe what I feel for you, I fall deeper in your love with every passing day. Every moment I spend with you feels like a dream. I'm madly in love with you Yunna Marie Castro Natividad"

Mas lalo siyang lumuha

"I'm inlove with you too Ahmir, sobra sobra"
"I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I'd rather have hard times together, than to have easy apart. I'd rather have the one who holds my heart, and it's you Ahmir"

Damn, konti nalang papatak na rin ang luha ko.

"My heart is longing for you, my eyes wants to see you everyday Yunn, my arms want to touch you always, I'm nothing without you Yunna, mahal na mahal kita"

Niyakap na niya ako, at sa pag yakap niya ay tumulo na rin ang luha ko damn it! I'm so inlove to this girl thank you God for giving her to me.

"Gaya mo, I'm nothing without you" she said.