The Ultimate Senior Year Plan {lashton/malum}#Wattys2016

~Luke~

After the guys left, I must say I felt much better knowing I wasn't the only one dealing with this by myself. I quickly shut the front door realizing I was alone in this house by myself. The phone ring and I answered it not saying anything. It was Jack one of my older brother. "Hey Luke you there" he asked me. He should have known that I wasn't going to speak. "Oh I forgot you don't speak now. How long has it been Lukey" jack stated to me and I flinched at the nickname. I hated him calling me that ever since Andrew called me that while "having his fun" in his own words. "Anyway Ben and I will be coming in an hour" jack hung up the phone and I sighed while looking around the place. I always looked forward to seeing Ben but not Jack. He makes fun of me. I plopped down on the couch in the living room while drawing in my sketchbook. I heard the front door opened and I got up from the couch and there stood two of my older brothers. I hugged ben tight and he rubbed my back. "How are you Luke" he asked me and I nodded my head okay. "That's good little bro" Ben rubbed my head. Jack picked up my sketchbook and started looking through it and I tried to snatch it out of his hands. "Give it back to Luke, Jack" Ben commanded to Jack giving him a glare. Jack threw the sketchbook before going to the kitchen. "You been eating lately" Ben pulled me to the side and I just looked at my feet. What am I supposed to say that every time I put something in my mouth, I feel like throwing up. "Luke you need to tell me what happened to you" Ben grabbed my arms and I flinched. Ben pulled away and I saw Jack coughed. "Whatever is going on with Luke, I bet he's just making it a big deal. Drama queen much" Jack stated harshly. "SHUT UP JACK" Ben screamed at Jack causing me to shake and I fell onto the floor breathing heavily. I couldn't stop and I felt the tears down on my cheeks. "Are you okay Luke, just breathe" Ben held my hands. I started to hyperventilate. I felt my eyes closed shut and when I woke up I noticed I was no longer lying on the hardwood floor but rather on the couch. I overheard Ben and Jack but it was the same conversation. "Seriously Jack he had a panic attack when I grabbed his arms. That's not normal actually far from it. Do you see what I mean, he's not fine" Ben rambled on and for the first time Jack looked worried. I opened my eyes and Ben rushed to me. "You okay, you had a panic attack Luke" Ben informed me and I nodded. "Has these happened before" Jack asked me and I nodded and I put up 10 fingers and then I put 2 fingers in honor of weeks. "Luke" Jack sat next to me. He was going to touch me and I moved away from him. Jack looked generally worried. I mumbled the words I'm sorry. "Whatever is going on with you, you need to talk someone about it" Jack informed me and I shook my head no. I got up from the couch and started headed to my room. As soon as I reached to my room, I closed the door while sobbing down onto the floor begging the hurt to go away. I couldn't even let my brothers touch me anywhere on my body that Andrew touched. I saw my phone lit up and I saw Ashton was calling me. I picked up the phone. "Hey Luke, Michael, and I are meeting tonight at his house along with Calum to inform him of Mr. Bridges. I'll pick you up in 30 minutes." Ashton told me before hanging up. I packed my bag before heading downstairs. I texted Ben to let him know where I was going. Ben nodded at me when I heard Ashton. I rushed to Ashton car. "Thanks for picking me up" I whispered to him and he nodded. Ashton drove us to Michaels's house which was amazing I must say. We got out of the car and I was introduced to Calum who was smiling brightly at all of us.