Proses with its Roses

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have you ever wondered where the excess water of ocean go when the seaside is in low tide?

maybe there, i could find the love he lost that was meant for me. maybe, the place for all the love who flew away in one moment was also the place where the excess ocean waters went.

and i kept on asking, just like how the excess water of ocean disappear when the seaside is in low tide, they still always come back but can the love who have vanished come back to me too?

when the seaside started to be filled with salty waters again, can i find the love he lost for me? can the unending waves tell me when his love ended? can the mirror-like waters show me where could his love be headed? can the tiny bubbles formed because of the splashing of waters explained how his love popped up in the air just like what bubbles do?

because honestly, i'm clueless. i don't exactly know where to find his heart which is beating my name; in the end of the rainbow? in the abyss of the ocean? in another black hole? in pirate's treasure?

or maybe, it really just vanished because it wasn't supposed to be in my hands in the first place. it wasn't supposed to be mine, that's why it's gone.