Remember me // Bucky Barnes

Chapter 6

I wake up groaning slightly while cuddling closer to someone next to me, my eyes snap open and i see Bucky laying next to me causing me to instantly relax "You didn't let me leave" Bucky says "I always felt safer with you there" I say "You had a nightmare last night, do you remember it?" Bucky asks "No, actually not this time" I say "Are you not going to tell Steve the truth?" Bucky asks "I can't, you know i can't" I say "He will never look at me the same way" I say

"He went to the ends of the earth to find you again, you think that will make him hate you?" Bucky asks "James" I say with a sigh "It's way too early for this conversation" I say while getting up, i look down to see I'm in an oversized shirt "Did you take my clothes off?" I ask "No actually by the time i came in here you were already naked, literally" Bucky says "I was?" I ask and Bucky smirks "You were" Bucky says "And did you like what you saw?" I ask but Bucky remains quiet

"I'm going to shower want to join?" I joke and Bucky laughs "I think i want to live, I'll meet you in the dinning room for lunch" Bucky says and kisses my cheek before leaving. I have a shower and get changed into some cycling shorts and crop top, i put on some vans and walk out to see Loki "So" Loki says walking closer to me, i take a step back hitting the wall behind me "You were pretty drunk last night" Loki says "Yeah so?" I ask, grabs onto my neck pulling me closer roughly causing me to gasp softly

"You think you can talk to me like that?" Loki asks, our lips almost touching "I can talk to you however i like" I whisper "Is that right?" Loki asks "Yes, now get your hands off of me" I say putting my hand over his and burning him lightly causing him to pull back wincing, he looks at me with a smirk "My words don't harm you like they do others" Loki says holding onto his hand "That's because other people believe your lies, I don't. I find your hate quite attractive" I say with a wink "Is that so Alexandra?" Loki asks

I grab the collar of his shirt and pull him down before smashing our lips together. I drag him into my room and instantly push him on the bed before getting on top of him, Loki turns us around and wraps his hand around my neck once again before leaning down to kiss me. He pulls my hand away from him and holds them roughly above my head

Around an hour later, i get out of bed and get changed quickly "Where are you off to?" Loki asks "That is not your concern" I say with a wink before walking away and meeting Bucky in the dinning room where he was sitting with Sam and Steve "How are you not hungover?" Sam asks squinting at me and I laugh "This girl has fought countless battles half drunk" Bucky says "Oh James that was entirely your fault for keeping me up to talk about all the ladies you had back home" I say with a smile while sitting down

"He got all the ladies?" Sam asks "Oh and more, he was just a beautiful soldier wasn't he Steve" I say "Unfortunately" Steve replies "Oh don't be so sour Steve, you made James invisible after you turned" I joke "That was karma" Bucky says and i nod "I got all women but one" Bucky says looking at me "That's correct" I say "You weren't interested?" Sam asks "Not even if i was" I say looking at Steve who rolls his eyes "I couldn't do anything when that happened to you with your ex husband" Steve says sadly

"Steve, that was never your fault" I say "I'm your older brother, I'm meant to protect you and i didn't" Steve says and i shake my head "Relax, it's okay. He got blown up anyways" I say with a shrug "Well" Sam says "But anyways, those pretty blue eyes and the innocent smile" I say looking into Bucky's eyes for a few seconds "It never did anything to me" I say finally looking away "Are you sure?" Sam asks "Sammy will you shut it" I say grabbing a piece of bread and throwing it at him

"What happened to your arm?" Bucky asks, i look down at my wrists to see the perfect marks of Loki's hand "Nothing" I say moving my arms under the table "No i saw it too" Steve says and i glance over at Sam "These girls tried to attack her yesterday" Sam says quickly, Steve and Bucky frown "We were dancing and then this guy approached her, apparently some girls boyfriend but we didn't know that. He tried to dance with her and then the guys girlfriend saw it and then tried to hold Alex from hitting her" Sam lies

"Is that what happened?" Bucky asks "Of course, security dragged her ass out not too long before you guys arrived there" I say with a smile "But you're okay?" Steve asks "Yeah" I say, Bucky moves my hair and frowns "Is that a bite mark?" He asks and i slap him hand away "You think that she didn't try fight me back? The security had her hands" I say instantly "She tried to take a bite right out of her" Sam says with a nod

"Okay" Steve says still slightly suspicious "She was left worse than me" I say "Ripped her extensions right out" Sam says and i laugh "I did" I say and Steve laugh, Bucky is still frowning "I'm fine Jamie" I say placing my hand over his "I am" I say with a smile "Okay" Bucky says finally turning to look away

After lunch Steve and Bucky leave first "When i wanted to be friends i didn't think i had to cover up this weird kink thing you have going on" Sam whispers slightly annoyed "What is with that anyways" Sam asks slightly disturbed "It's not my kink, it's Loki i just happen to enjoy it" I say "He's as vicious as he seems" Sam says as we get up to leave the room "No actually, he's both" I say "Both?" Sam asks and i nod

"He's gentle too, it's just sometimes we tease too much. But he's both, he cares during it actually checks if I'm enjoying. It's like he worries but he enjoys pain as much as i do" I say "You're like really broken" Sam says and i let out a laugh "Yes actually" I say with a shrug making Sam laugh "Last night was nice though, i don't think I've ever had a friend other than James that didn't change when they found out i was a girl" I say and Sam looks at me confused

"Oh didn't I tell you? I dressed like a man, cut my hair and hid my boobs to get into the army. Until the general realised that's when Peggy came in and defended me, got me my own uniform and counted me as an equal. No man saw me that way though, not until something else happened, it isn't important" I say "You know I won't judge you" Sam says and i smile "I know it's just not something that needs be relived again" I say

"Why don't we watch a movie?" Sam asks "Sure" I say following him into the living room and sitting down by Steve and Bucky "Hey" I say "We were thinking of watching a movie" Sam says "That sounds great" Steve says and i nod, we put on a funny movie and laugh like children through out the whole movie

By the end of the day we have watched one too many movies "I'll take you" Bucky says and i nod "Okay" I reply glancing over to see Steve and Sam passed out on the couch "We should wake them" I suggest "We could" Bucky says "They look comfortable maybe not" I say and Bucky looks over at them and nods, we head up to my room slowly "So you were someone that never really fell for my charms in the army" Bucky jokes and i look into his eyes

"That was a lie" I say "I know" Bucky says and i let out a small chuckle as we stop outside my room "But it wasn't until after we woke up that things changed" Bucky says tucking a strand of hair behind my ear "James" I whisper "You know we can't" I say looking into his beautiful blue eyes "I know" Bucky says resting a hand on my cheek "I'll see you tomorrow" Bucky says and i nod just as he places a kiss on my forehead "Goodnight" I whisper "Goodnight" Bucky replies before walking away

I take a deep breath and walk into my room "So you are keeping secrets" Loki says while laying on my bed, my eyes widen as a smirk grows upon his lips