Remember me // Bucky Barnes

Chapter 7

"So are you going to tell me?" Loki asks getting up and walking towards me "There's nothing for you to know" I reply "From the sound of it, it seems like you have been awake before" Loki says "No, what are you doing in my room anyways Loki?" I ask trying to change subjects "Don't try changing subject now darling" Loki says and i look up into his his eyes "Loki drop it" I say "This is something bad, isn't it?" Loki asks his eyes suddenly softening up

"Loki can you please just drop it" I say and Loki sighs "Please" I say "Okay" Loki says, i look away but he turns my face softly to look him "I know sometimes i can be meaner than I'm meant to be, but bad things happens to the best of us there's nothing to be afraid of" Loki says in a very sweet tone "Thank you Loki" I reply "But i really want to be alone right now" I say and he nods "I'm just down the hall if you need some company" Loki says leaning down and placing a kiss on my cheek before walking away

That attitude coming from Loki definitely surprised me, he's sweeter than i thought he was. I lay in my bed for hours not being able to sleep so i decide to get up and try to make the TV in my room work which I failed miserably at so I lay back in my bed making a ball of fire and throwing it up in the air "Hey" I hear Sam say from the door "Sammy?" I ask confused making the fireball disappear "I heard you moving about in here" Sam says walking in and sitting at the end of my bed, i sit up

"I can't sleep" I say "Is something bothering you?" Sam asks "You know you weren't wrong" I whisper "I wasn't wrong about what?" Sam asks "There's something um I haven't told anyone" I say "Only Bucky knows and" I say taking a deep breath "It's not important" I say deciding not to say anything "I'm not one to judge" Sam says "I know, you're friends with Bucky" I joke and he nods "We don't judge people around here" Sam says "I know it's just something that happened a while ago" I say

"Not even Steve knows?" Sam asks and i shake my head "You should try get some rest, it's late" Sam says and i nod "Yeah" I say and he gives me a small smile before leaving

THE NEXT DAY

I wake up earlier than i would have liked to and make my way to the dinning room where Loki is sitting alone "Are you feeling better?" Loki asks coming to sit by my side "Yes actually" I say with a smile "It's good to see the smile on your face again" Loki says "You're not so bad you know, why do you hide this side of you?" I ask "Because when i did show it to someone it made me become a lesser man" Loki says and i frown

"I am adopted, Thor's father was never my real father. I was always treated as if I was not strong enough to be Thor's equal" Loki says "So you finally flipped" I say and Loki nods "I lived in his shadow for way too long, now when people see me. They see me as a monster" Loki says "You're no monster Loki, you're just hurt by everyone in your life. Monsters are created not born" I say resting my hand over Loki's

He looks into my eyes, his eyes read a hint of sadness and yet gratitude from my words "Don't let anyone make you feel like a lesser man, you're worth more than that" I say "You really think so?" Loki asks and i nod "I really do" I say "And you have great hair, what more could you ask for" I say with a wink making Loki let out a laugh "You don't have to hide behind the monster everyone made you out to be, not with me" I say and Loki gives me a short nod

"Are you going to tell them?" Loki whispers "Tell them what?" I ask "Whatever you're hiding with Bucky" Loki says "I think i will" I say "Maybe they won't judge you as they did me" Loki says and i nod "Well i didn't bring an alien army to try and rule the world" I joke "But it's not far from making me look like a monster" I reply just before everyone arrives

"You're up early" Steve says sitting directly in front of me "Did you get any sleep at all?" He asks looking into my eyes "Barely" I say with a shrug, he look at Loki then at me before raising an eyebrow "Nothing happened Steve" I say shaking my head, Bucky glances over at me "Okay" Steve replies