"So you're going to be part of the avengers again" Bucky says as we enter my room "I can't wait to see you back in that's suit" Bucky flirts while bitting his bottom lip softly "no don't do that" I say furrowing my eyebrows slightly as I walk closer to him slowly "do what?" Bucky asks looking down at my lips "you drive me-" I begin to say "crazy, I know" Bucky says pulling me into a kiss "should we finish what they interrupted?" Bucky whispers against my like "oh yes" I whisper, using his metal arm, Bucky picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he pins me up against the wall roughly never once allowing his lips to leave mine
THE NEXT DAY
"Let me take you on a date tonight" Bucky says, I look into his eyes for a moment "you're serious?" I ask and he nods "I would love that" I say while cuddling into his chest "I could just stay here all day" I say "god I have become so cheesy" I complain while looking up "I like it" Bucky says and I smile "I'm going to have to go now, prepare for our date tonight. I will come pick you up at 7" Bucky says while getting up "what? You're going?" I ask while sitting up and watching him put his shirt on "yes I, I want this to be special" Bucky says and I smile following him into the bathroom where we brush out teeth together "I'll see you later, I love you" Bucky says before placing a kiss on my lip "I love you" I call back as he leaves the room, I sit back on the bed
The moment I hear the door close everything that have kept me strong broke down and so did I, I felt like my heart broke into pieces and I couldn't stop crying. It's not that I'm not happy with Bucky, I am the happiest I have ever been but I miss Loki. I miss my closest friend here and I wish he never had to leave. I understand his motives and I am so happy that he's working it out with Thor, it's all I have ever wanted for him
*knock knock* I wipe my tears away quickly "give me a minute" I call back, my voice cracking slightly. I get up and put a shirt that Bucky left with some shorts before opening the door to see Sam "hey" Sam says and I smile "hey" I reply "have you been crying?" Sam asks following me into my room and joining me on my bed "no" I lie "I can see it in your eyes" Sam says "I know I'm not Loki but you can still speak to me" Sam says and I give him a sad smile "I just miss Loki" I say with a shrug "we may not have spent that long together but he's grown to be one of my closest friends" I say "does Bucky know how you feel?" Sam asks "yeah he knows" I lie and Sam raises an eyebrow "I just haven't told him, he's been amazing since we got back. He does know" I say
"But it doesn't change the fact that Loki isn't here" Sam says and I nod trying to hold back the tears clouding in my eyes "it's just hard" I say "I hear Bucky is going crazy trying to fix up a date for you two" Sam says and I let out a small laugh "he's sweeter than he seems" I say "he has a staring problem" Sam says and I nod "you'll get used to it" I say "he's different around you" Sam says "I know him better than anyone, you know I used to help him get the girls" I say with a laugh "I hated it but I did it anyways" I say "you helped him?" Sam asks "yes" I say smiling "he's always been charming, and those blue eyes they speak for themselves" I say "you really love him" Sam says "I do" I say "Loki was the first to know, I didn't even have to tell him" I say looking away from Sam
"You'll see him again" Sam reassured me and I nod
DATE
Sam spends the rest of the afternoon with me trying to get my mind off Loki before leaving so I can get ready for my date with Bucky
*knock knock* I walk to the door excited to see Bucky in a basically a suit without the blazer, I smile "you look, wow" Bucky says "Jamie are you wearing a suit" I say still surprised "I-I" Bucky stutters "I love it" I say making him smile "you're so beautiful" Bucky says before placing a soft peck onto my lips "come with me" Bucky says grabbing onto my hand and guiding me outside onto the docks. My eyes widen at the view
"Oh my god James" I say surprised "you have always told me this would be your perfect date" Bucky says and my eyes fill up with tears "you remembered?" I ask "how could I forget?" Bucky asks as we sit "we were 15, you were obsessed with the new boy on our street" Bucky says with a laugh "you rambled on and on and on about the perfect date you have always dreamed about. Candles and dinner at the docks by the lake" Bucky says "you know I was never obsessed with Jeremy" I say "you remember his name?" Bucky asks and I roll my eyes "Jeremy was in love with Steve" I say awkwardly and Bucky laughs even harder
"Ever since you told me about your perfect date I have always wanted to take you to it" Bucky says bitting his bottom lip nervously "and I am so glad that you were the one to do this for me" I say reaching over and grabbing his hand "I know you miss Loki and you're hiding it away from me. But you don't have to, I know he was like your best friend and he meant a lot to you. Just because you have history with him does not mean you have to avoid mentioning him" Bucky says "I do miss him, a lot actually it's really weird not having him around but I know that he needed that. He needed Thor and that's okay" I say and Bucky smiles
After dinner Bucky and I walk slowly by the lake and into his room hand in hand just appreciating each other's presence "thank you for tonight" I say while taking off my heels "anything for you Gen" Bucky whispers before kissing me softly "I love you" I whisper "and I love you" Bucky replies
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Remember me // Bucky Barnes
FanfictionAlexandra Rogers, sister of Steve Rogers, was believed to have died in the ice after the fight against the Red Skull. What happens when Steve finally finds his long lost little sister.