"Loki" I call trying to find him "so" He says appearing behind me making me jump "Son of a bitch" I say placing my hand over my heart making him laugh "Did you do it?" Loki asks and i shake my head
"You didn't confessed your love for him" Loki says "no, Steve came in and interrupted" I say while beginning to pack my suits "what are you doing?" Loki asks "I am going on a mission" I say "and leave me here with the metal arm and that kid?" Loki asks clearly offended and I laugh "come on Loki they aren't so bad" I say "you say that because you are in love with one and barely met the other" Loki says and I roll my eyes "Steve can not know about our talks" i say warning him "Steve does not take interest in what I have to say Alexandra, specially not after we had our fun" Loki says
"That is because you marked me, literally and after what happened with my ex husband Steve would not see it as lightly as we did" I say "Right" Loki says and i nod "Bite marks and hand marks on my wrists" I say "Yeah well it was in the moment" Loki says "I know i was there" I reply with a laugh making Loki laugh "Sam didn't believe it when i said that you were actually gentle most of the time" I say
"Yeah well that will hurt my image though wouldn't it. I'm not meant to appear gentle" Loki says "But you are" I say "Only for you" Loki jokes and i smile "That's because I don't see the monster in you that everyone else sees" I say "And why is that? I never understood why you ever took interest on me when everyone else hates me" Loki says "I told you monsters are created by bad experiences" I say "But that isn't an excuse for my actions" Loki says and i sigh
"You are the type of person that would sacrifice the world to save the person you love, a Hero as they call it, would sacrifice anything for the greater good" I say "Is that not a good thing?" Loki asks "Yes but tell me this, if you fell in love you would rain hell on whoever hurt her regardless of what would cost you" I say "Of course" Loki says "Hero's would not, they would sacrifice her or him in order to keep everyone else safe if it came to that. You see when people call you a villain I never believed it, you're a broken soul. Misunderstood, you only wanted to be loved and everyone turned their backs to you" I say
"I don't think you would have been this way if someone noticed your pain before it was too late" I say and Loki stares into my eyes for a few moments with tears in his eyes "You have a good way with your words Alexandra" Loki says "You could say that" I say with a soft smile "I care about you very deeply Loki, and it doesn't matter what anyone says about you will not change the way i feel about you" I say still smiling "I have to go" I say while throwing my bag over my shoulder
Loki follows me out towards the quinjet "try not to miss me too much" I say smiling "oh well, I'll try" Loki jokes and I roll my eyes "I'll see you soon" I say before heading into the quinjet "are you sure you can be trusted around hydra?" Clint asks "yeah" I say "she wouldn't hurt us" Sam speaks up "now this is a turn of events isn't it Sammy" I joke and he rolls his eyes "you know I planned on going out for drink with you tonight not go in a mission" Sam says and I nod "you know that was also in my mind. What is this mission anyways, Steve says Ultron is with hydra" I say look at Tony
"That was not meant to be the plan" Tony says and I squint "why are you squinting?" He asks "thinking about all the possible places in your body I could burn without leaving traces back to me" I joke "Steve will you control your sister?" Tony replies "ah you see, she can't be controlled Stark" Steve replies "I mean you know this is your fault right? This whole shield around that world this was incredibly stupid" I say "how did you hear that?" He asks "I have ears everything Mr Stark" I reply "my brother told you?" Thor asks
"Yes he is sneaky ain't he" I say "my brother is very fond of you Alexandra" Thor says and I smile "you know I am very fond of him too, all he needed was a friend" I say "I don't think he has ever had one, we were always together growing up" Thor says "nobody ever gave him a chance" Thor says "I don't like judging people by their actions" I say and everyone frowns at me "he killed 80 people in like 3 days" Natasha says and I shrug " I killed entire villages in a day" I say "and you're proud?" Rhodes asks "do I look proud?" I ask confused "did Steve get all the manners?" Bruce asks
"Yes" Steve and I reply in unison "good manners got him beaten up in every alley in Brooklyn" I say and all eyes turn to Steve "what?" Steve asks innocently "James saved him from most" I say "you stuck with calling him James?" Clint asks and I nod "always have, I just like it better than Bucky. Do any of you really know his real name? The reason people call him that?" I ask and only Tony nods "I don't think he will like everyone knowing" Steve says "he's already mad at me anyways" I say with a shrug "why?" Sam asks "tell you over drinks?" I ask and he nods
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Remember me // Bucky Barnes
FanfictionAlexandra Rogers, sister of Steve Rogers, was believed to have died in the ice after the fight against the Red Skull. What happens when Steve finally finds his long lost little sister.
