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Core Four Headcanons (angst and happy-tw)

TW: mentions of PTSD, depression, and anxiety

• Kurapika comes back after getting his clan's eyes and so much has changed. Gon has depression and PTSD, Killua has even more PTSD and anxiety, Leorio is a doctor now but also has slight PTSD and is way more overprotective of Gon (and Killua but mostly Gon) and Kurapika just doesn't fit anymore. He knows what happened but he wants to know Killua, Gon, and Leorio's points of view but doesn't know how to ask them to talk to him. Kurapika thinks they all hate him but they really don't, of course, they're a little sad he never answered or called back but they're happy he's here now

• Killua cares a lot more about Leorio than he lets on. He definitely was the one that Killua cried to and confided in about everything that happened at the NGL when Gon was dying. Leorio will never tell anyone or tease him about this because he really cares about Killua too and knows it's no joking matter when he truly opens up

• If Kurapika would have just asked Gon, Killua, and Leorio for their help with getting his clan's eyes back- they would have said yes in a heartbeat. He was just too prideful and stubborn to ask for help and felt it was something he needed to do alone. I also think this would have prevented or at least delayed everything that happened at the NGL. Because Killua and Gon would have done greed island later, which would have transported them to Kite later, probably after he had already terminated the chimera ants

• Kurapika feels major guilt for not being there for Gon or Killua during the CAA or Gon's recovery but the others think that it was best he wasn't there. If Kurapika had seen Gon that way or if Gon had died, he would have had MAJOR PTSD triggers and he would have been crushed

• Killua and Kurapika talk about their relationships and their relationship issues with each other over weekly tea

• Kurapika made traditional Kurta clothing for each of them in their own color scheme for Christmas

• They love blaring music in the car together and singing all the words. They have a shared playlist so they never fight over music

• They meet in York New for every annual auction and one year they came back and Leorio and Kurapika are like "guys... we have to tell you something. We're dating." And Gon and Killua are like "... so are we..." and they laugh for hours about it

• They do game nights every week where each person gets to pick one game. Killua usually picks cards against humanity, Kurapika picks scrabble, Gon picks uno or something else simple, and Leorio usually picks monopoly but they all fall asleep before they finish the game every time

• Kurapika, Leorio, Killua, and Gon all did a Christmas card together one year

• They all have caffeine addictions and all have their drinks of choice. Kurapika obviously inhales Red Bull's and 5hr energy shots. Leorio just sticks to coffee, probably with cream and sugar in it. Killua drinks monster energy drinks but in the morning he drinks black coffee. Gon definitely drinks the sweet iced lattes from Starbucks or caffeinated tea

• Leorio accidentally left alcohol out and Gon drank it thinking it was juice or water and got really drunk.
Kurapika and Killua chewed out Leorio for hours

• They all have a group chat together (obviously) but Kurapika and Killua never answer it

• Gon likes to draw and he made a picture of the four at the hunters exam. Kurapika and Leorio framed it in their house

• Gon, Killua, Kurapika and Leorio's happiest memory is the hunter exam- meeting each other and adventuring was the highlight