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Random Angst Headcanons (TW)

TW: abuse, intrusive thoughts, nightmares/PTSD type dream content

• Kurapika has a journal where he writes all about Kurta past and traditions, so that when he dies, the Kurta Clan won't be forgotten and he won't forget in old age

• I saw this on a Tik Tok but idk which it was:
Kite is Ging's Killua, Ging is Kite's Gon, and vice versa. THINK ABOUT IT. Exact same color schemes, both start with G's and K's, Ging rescued Kite from being homeless and starving and Gon rescued Killua from his family, Kite and Killua both think extremely highly of Ging and Gon, and Ging and Gon both left Kite and Killua. (Btw the initial tik tok just said how Kite is to Ging as Killua is to Gon and all the other points I made elaborating on it are my own thoughts)

• Leorio has really chronic pain in his back, neck, and shoulders from growth spurts, horrible posture, and studying all the time (looking down and stuff)

• We see in the flashback that Killua, as a child seemed pretty happy. He smiled a lot, talked with his parents, played, etc. He was pretty normal and didn't seem traumatized (yet). He probably looked up to his parents like all young kids do, thinking their these amazing people who can do no wrong. Then, eventually the ball drops and they start abusing him and training him to become an assassin. There's always a day where kids realize their parents are perfect, but the day that Killua realized it- fuck his whole life changed so dramatically for the worse (not really a HC but more of a realization that hurt my heart)

• Gon has horrible nightmares about his older form, and the CAA in general. He always hears Killua scream his name before killing Pitou, and then he wakes up terrified and crying

• Killua has a few injuries from torture and assassin training that never healed right, and constantly cause him pain. But he just pushes through because he was taught to ignore it and keeping moving on

• Leorio has a lot of self-deprecating thoughts that comprise mainly of "you're not good enough" "you're not smart enough" "you're not strong enough" "you're not enough" "you're a failure" etc

• Killua often wonders what his life would be like if his parents/siblings weren't abusive and assassins. He really maladaptive daydreams (to an unhealthy extent) about what his life and family would have been like if they were a healthy and loving family, and could spend hours a day just daydreaming about it

• Killua always feels stressed and overwhelmed that he doesn't have a life goal/plan like everyone else he's met. Sure, he has Alluka now and they're traveling or whatever but that won't last forever. He's so overwhelmed and stressed that he doesn't have a life plan and doesn't know how to fix it (me too dude it's okay)

• Why can I see Leorio actually hating medical school and doing horrible in his classes, but he keeps pushing on and getting through it because free healthcare is more important to him. He's good at the application and field work of being a doctor, but he just does horrible on his tests and hates being in class