SEQUEL of The Same Roof 2
The last time that Josephine and Hero where together he said to her: "Maybe if is destiny we will meet again, maybe in another circumstances."
They will? If the will, in what circumstance?
You will discover it reading the...
Today I feel more lost than the other days. I feel unsuccessful looking at the life that I was perusing before I had the accident. My biggest failure is the fact that I let someone or Felix or myself ruin my most important relationship since I was like five... my friendship with Felix.
My life was pointless, even if I realised one of my biggest dream, the football dream, my life was and is miserable. Plus, I also ended up with be in a relationship with Scarlett. My Scar, the one that I reputed as the second sister that I've never had.
I'm lonely like a dog. Talking about dogs, I even lost the one that could understand even my silence: Diesel.
What I have that I didn't years ago? An apartment that I don't even remember in Liverpool, a job that I can just play till my forty if my body will permit it, my family. That's it. I even lost my other friends. What happened with them?
I'm so disappointed by myself even if the two things on my bucket list are done, I lost so many things that have a double of value of what I reached.
I still think about Elle. The way she ate my pancakes brought so much joy in my heart. Elle is one of my other points in my bucket list that I wanted to realise before my twenty-five/twenty-six. To have a child with the one that I had to find through this years but no! My lazy ass ended to be with the one that I used to call my sister. This isn't a bad thing, it's better if I end up with someone that knows me and loves me but she wasn't the one that I imagined.
I look around, looking at the big ass house with one of the most beautiful views in London. I still a bit upset by Josephine's behaviour this morning. She didn't eat the pancakes that I've made for her and she literally ran away bringing Elle with her without even look at me.
I don't know what's up with her but she is so cold and careless. I don't even know why she came here if this was our relationship. If she came here to give me just that miserable good morning that most of the times we don't even get to say since she walks out so early and come back after lunch, she could stay in New York.
Our real conversation and our only moment spent together was the first night where we had dinner with Morgz.
"Hey, I see you a bit lost in your thoughts today." my mom says giving me my cup of tea and then she sits on the white sofa. She caresses the back of my neck with her fingers playing with the curls at the end. "No, it's just... I was thinking a remedy to this." I say pointing the tea stains that Josephine saw this morning. I caught her standing by it and staring at it and I asked her sorry but she didn't even open her mouth about it. She just left.
꧁ Josephine's POV ꧂
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