The same roof 3|| HEROPHINE

sixty-seven: until death do us part

♫- Till Forever falls apart
by Ashe, FINNEAS

꧁ Josephine's POV ꧂

So here I am.
With my shaky hands.
Irregular breathing.
A hole in my stomach.
With just 3 hours of sleeping.

I'm sit on the chair while the hair dresser and the makeup artist are doing their job.

I just keep making some fake scenarios in my head where in every one of them something of the wedding goes wrong.
Maybe I can fall because I don't know how to stand in these hills.
Maybe I get dumped on the aisle for whatever reason.
The many romantic movies that I've watched in  all these years are not really helping me and my anxiety.

The only thing or  better say the only one that could help me is Hero.
Hero is now the cure of everything in my life.
He now knows me better t myself.
He surely would know the perfect words to tell me.

What he would say if he was here with me?

He surely would compliment me.
It's one of the first things that he does every morning or every time that he enters in the house.
That's why I have no problem with my self esteem lately.
Than he would tell me how silly I am being by getting anxious over something that should excite me. He also would say that this is just a formal thing that is amplified by the guests that would be watching us and that I should t be worrying about the public but just concentrate all my attention just on us.

Just thinking of what he would say some of my anxiety is gone.

That's right. Marriage is a classic thing that everyone dreams of but if you sit and think about the real meaning of marriage it's just a day were you file some papers and yes, you prove your love in front of God but the rest it's just money spent to amplify the celebration.

I shouldn't be worrying over this.

This is a normal day where billions of people will be doing so many other things when I'll be promising all my love to my fiancé and father of my son. It will be special just for few of the guests while of other one will be just a wedding.
So I don't get why I have to be this anxious but when I think and wonder how my future with Hero will be I get to understand why I'm feeling like this.

It's not about the wedding with the beautiful location with the expensive catering that makes people anxious but are just two things:
1) thinking about ruining a special day like this. A day that you will tell to your kids about.
2) just thinking how will be the future with the person that you will be calling husband or wife.

How will be my life with Hero?

Only God knows but I just can imagine it.
I imagine us still living in our penthouse with at least another kid so Alexander will never feel alone. Hero will still be a Chelsea player and I'll  have published maybe a new romance triology and who knows maybe a movie will be inspired from one of my novels. I hope I also will be a good mother for my kid or kids. Our Cooper will still be with us in great form. We still be friends with the Biebers and Hero's friends.

I just can imagine a bright future ahead with Hero on my side.

꧁ Hero's POV ꧂

Maybe it docents shows from the outside but I'm so nervous. No, nervous isn't the right word. I'm excited but also a little bit anxious.

It's not because of the guests or the wedding... It's just the thought of me seeing her walking down the aisle and then thinking how lucky I am and thinking about a future with her.