The same roof 3|| HEROPHINE

twenty-seven: the white sofa

♫- Forget to Forget by SHY Martin

꧁ Josephine's POV ꧂

I open slowly my eyes and I find myself paralyzed from the chin to my collarbones.
It gets me a bit to remember about the neck brace. I still have to get use to it.

I look around pulling myself up, helping myself with the palms of my hands while I still have the sensation of Douglas lips kissing mine before leaving in the early morning.
A really pleasant sensation.

He had to step out at six so he could go to his house, get ready come back to mine and leave Barry.

It was a really good idea since Barry had to stay alone at home because Douglas works today and I have to stay at home.

Barry realize that I'm awake so he gets closer to the sofa waving his tail.
He sits one he gets in front of me.
He is so educated, like Diesel was.
I miss Diesel like air. I don't want to think how he got the news of his death.

Sometimes Diesel keept company more than Hero did.

I stare at the amazing and clear sky that gives me the chance to look at view, spotting the tower bridge.

I stand up and Barry follows me.

I prepare myself a cappuccino with the coffe maker for the first time since I'm back.

I take a warm shower thing to wash from the shoulders.
I put myself in some comfy sweaters and the I sit on the sofa with the laptop placed on the arm of the sofa.

The thirteenth month: I broke up with Grayson because I noticed that he was more in love with me than I was so to not end up with hurting him, I broke up with him and he found a really bea girlfriend that he still with after more than a month.
I hope she's the right girl for him because he deserves it.

The fourteenth month: I spent the Valentine's Day with E since Kristina is back to Australia.
I also started to write again, thing that I tried so many times to do during the other month but I kept failing.

I finally write.
The second book is starting to be something real and not some memories on my mind.
I still so concerned about the memory loss thing.
Should I put it on the story?
I'm not the person that can decide about it... It's not my personal story.

Yes, I the name but is still a real thing and knowing my readers they easily could get to his real identity.
I really wish I could talk to him.
Tell him everything.
Well, not everything to not make him feel bad but I will tell them that we were a thing and then I will ask him the permission to talk about the memory lost in my sequel.

The sound of the bell wakes me from my thoughts and I find myself biting my nails.

I stand up while Barry is already at the door barking.
I open the door and I find Felix standing, with his hands into his pockets and his hair covered by a cap, as usual.
I see him looking at Barry that is sniffing his shoes and walking arming his feet.
"Hey." I say and right before I remember that I shouldn't be talking.
"Don't talk..." he says hugging me lightly.
I step back and I place myself at the left so I make him walk in.

"I didn't knew you have a dog." he says while we are walking through the corridor.
I reach for my phone open the app and start to digit.
Once I'm done, I ress play and a robotic female voice reproduces what I've just wrote:  "Isn't mine. I wish tho. It's Douglas's dog."

He gets a bit impressed  by me using the app to comunicate with him but this is the only way to conversate with him and preserve my voice.
"About Douglas..." he says taking his shoes off before stepping on the withe carpet and the sit on the couch next to my laptop.
I watch him taking off his jacket, cap and then finally looking into my eyes.
"Is it a real thing?" he asks and I hear a bit of fear on his voice.
"Why you don't like him?" I make the robotic voice reproduce the question for me.
"No no! I like him for that little bit that I got to talk to him but...I was just asking if you are really into that guy." he says and his eyes get a bit softer "I mean, I know how much you loved Hero and I can imagine how hard it was for you even to move to New York.." he continues and now I get to really think about how much I've missed him.
Morgz knows how to understand me but when he don't, Felix does, so, I've missed to talk to him and have his little suggestions or his support.