The same roof 3|| HEROPHINE

thirty-six: our

♫- the first one by carobae, James Droll

꧁ Josephine's POV꧂

After leaving the bulding after Christian permission I ask him if we put some music on the way home so we could avoid a possible fight in the car even if the tesla is the most safe car ever since it can drive itself.

We get home and even while we are taking our shoes off there is a tension between us.

"I will wait for you here. You can go to dry your hair." I tell him showing him my shoulders while I'm walking to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water since my mouth went completely dry. It's like I just swallowed cement.
"Oh don't worry the are almost dry. We can sit on the couch." he says placing his elbows on the kitchen island waiting for me.
I close the fridge door staring at him and at his fake smile.

I roll my eyes in front of his impatience and i walk to the couch with just the cartoon of orange juice.
He let go himself fall like a dead weight on the couch making me almost fly away from it.
"I'm listening." he says turning in my way.
I open the bottle and I take a sip from the bottle since there is just a little bit on it.
I take a long sip wishing to kill enough time with it.
I wipe my lips with the back of my hand in the most ungraceful way possible.

"So... yes we were a couple but-" I try to say and then I sigh trying to let out that huge weight that is on my chest right now. It doesn't works.
"It didn't work out and I get that you are mad about the fact that I didn't-" I try to say but he interrupts me.
"No, I'm not mad, I just- I'm just sick that the people that I love the most keep lying to me! I mean, I get that, I had an accident, I don't remember a shit  but that's not a good reason and treating me  like a baby. I mean, I was in a really amazing, in a really stable and loving relationship and knowing this from the beginning could really help me." he says and I literally get chills listening at the way he describes our relationship.
I really love the adjectives that he used to describe what we had.
"I'm going to confess you that when I woke up I was shocked about that I'm in this really famous and in my dream team. I was so overwhelmed, so happy but when I got to Liverpool-' he says but he interrupts his little speech to pass to another topic "Even the fact that I got immediately to know that I was in a relationship whit Scarlett... I  was so much dissaponted because I can't look at her in that way and I thought that I was miserable. I thought te same thing when I got in Liverpool." he says and then I get the courage to look at him in the face.

I smile internally hearing him describing his relationship with Scarlett like a disappointment almost delusional for him.

꧁ Hero's POV꧂

"My house it's not a house but a mansion. It's a freaking mention just for me an Morgan!" I say rising my voice while my elbows are placed on the knees and my fingers curled to my too long hair.
"I mean, It's amazing to have a big ass fridge a big ass living room, tv but like people says and I was one of that people that kept  like not believing at people that was sayings "money doesn't bring you happiness" but now I really get it, because even if I saw that I have everything but not what I really wanted in life really made em disappoint about myself." I say
"Yeah I know." she says without hesitation.
"You know?" I ask her forgetting about the fact that we surely shared so many things when we used to be a couple.
"Yeah, you always talked me about how important is for you a family and your dream to be a young dad." she tells me looking at me with the corner of her eyes, like she's ashamed of what she knows about me.
"Oh so we talked about it. Now you can understand how desperate I was feeling seeing myself in just a relationship at this age  with no family and no kids..." I tell her finally letting it out especially with her since she was one of the most important people in my life I suppose.